With permission from briar_witch , I am posting about a member who passed away three years ago.  She was known here on LJ as kiota , but her name IRL was Anna Rosenfeld.  A memorial journal has been set up under her old username.

( Details... May be triggering for suicide, self-harm, & eating disorders... )

( Discussion of a scene from a movie that was a major trigger for me )

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( Cut for mention of SI/suicide )

 This is an entry from my personal journal. Sometimes it seems like you can't get away from it.

One of the girls in my abuse support group committed suicide this past week. It was too much for her, and it's so sad. She could've worked through it, she could've found the strength. She's could've not let her abuser win. The support wasn't there for her ( Read more... )

i have a confession... i'm not too proud.
i can't deal with this anymore, and i proved it to myself.
i tried to kill myself about four nights ago.
swallowed half a bottle of xanax... passed out for two hours, and that was it.
i wish i could. i wish for alot of things. i am so selfish.

but the pain.

i almost resorted to murder on saturday night... the ( Read more... )

What do you all do when you feel suicidal all of the time ( Read more... )

i don't know right now. i'm putting this behind a cut partly cuz it's long and partly cuz i dunno if everyone wants to read it. it's not that horrible, just sad. and if ppl are in a good mood i don't want them to be kinda sad or anything...uhm yeah that doesn't make sense. i dunno..
( sorry )

You know, sometimes I wonder what I long for most in this life. If I read back in my journal, I notice a lot of my entries have to do with Love. Really, I think the basis behind it is the longing for someone to accept who I am, without any hint of hesitation ( Read more... )

Hi, I'm laramie, I'm 18 and I've been dealing with verbal and emotional abuse from my parents, mostly my father for my entire life. Most of my friends don't know that I was raped a few years ago, but that happened to. It wasn't anyone I knew, infact I don't even know what the person looks like. I used to cut myself and I've tried to kill myself 3 ( Read more... )