It's been over a year since I wrote anything, oh how things have changed. It's odd to think about everything that has happened in these short 12 months, most everything we do goes unnoticed until we put our past actions and present feelings under the microscope. How does one get from point A to point B; We live life one day at a time, walk on egg ( Read more... )

When did life get so complicate? I've been thinking about the past few years and how unhappy I've been; how mundane and uneventful it is. I spent the last hour looking threw old pictures from high school and the graduating summer and i couldn't help thinking how much everything has changed sense then. I was content with the life i had, that i wasn' ( Read more... )

I got my puppy!!! He's so sweet and so cute. I love him to death, wont you please meet Mr Big

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I just lost $150 today, i'm such a fucking idiot. :o(

I have a very very good boyfriend. I had a half a tank of gas and it's was supp to last me till the 6th. We pull into a gas station so i could put in a huge $4 in my tank. I hand travis the money and what does he do? He puts in $35. I LOVE HIM! Anyway, i have really really bad gas and the people who live above us are really loud. I almost want to ( Read more... )

*****I'm too lazy to change my spelling so i'm sorry but you will have to suffer with my 3rd grade grammer and spelling ( Read more... )

Tonight i really wished that it was summer and i was at the beach with travis and all my friends and their boyfriends and how much fun that would be. Even if it was only for two days, i want to feel the salty breeze on my dry sandy skin and watch the moon being reflected in the water. Wouldn't that be nice? I really want to jump 3 or 4 years a head ( Read more... )

People are crazy. I think i'm crazy. Today i worked from 4:40 till 1. Now i have to go to work at 5(am....) and i wont get off till 2. I'll be up for more then 24 hours and will have spent almost 16 hrs at heb. That makes me very very sad. :o(

Seeing as it's thanksgiving i guess i'll make a list:
- Being alive
- Having a good boyfriend
- Being able to ( Read more... )

 These last two days have been so hard. Me and travis have been fighting a lot more and last light i thought it was as bad as it got. We were going to go to dinner and we got all dressed up but then we got into this huge fight and we didn't end up going. the only thing i wanted to do was leave his apt, get out of my dress and take a shower in hopes ( Read more... )

Yesterday Travis bought me the most beautiful ring i could have ever wanted. It could be the ugliest ring in the world and i would love it just the same b/c it wasn't  the ring that i wanted but what it represents. It means that whenever i look down at it i think of him and know that we're going to be together for a long time to come. When i was ( Read more... )