Monday J stayed home sick. She woke up with a fever and didn't want to get out of bed. She stayed in bed till 10:30 then got up and seemed fine, apart from some sniffing and coughing ( Read more... )

Not my day today. Result: super binge. Which of course results in feeling even worse. I need to get out of this circle again.

I'm now 32 years old. That does look quite grown up. But today I will be just a silly fangirl, haha. My bags are packed. I only need to take a shower and I guess I'm off to Amsterdam. WOOHOO! Exciting and a bit scary with the driving ( Read more... )

The last couple of months of 2012 weren't really the best months for weight and looks. Too many birthdays with cakes, holidays with chocolate and basically eating way too much and not being active at all. Result: I gained a couple of kilos and centimeters. It made me feel really fat, ugly and just bad about myself and I didn't have a lot of clothes ( Read more... )

- I had a small belated birthday party for family last weekend. Bf's dad and bf's brother managed to forget to come ( Read more... )

Today the bf took J to the store (to buy new paint for our kitchen). They were gone together for 2 hours. And the house felt so awfully quiet. I stayed home to do some work, but I really missed J. Just to imagine in 5 months time she will start preschool and be out of the house for 3 hours twice a week... (and I'd better think about real school yet ( Read more... )

I really should update more. Not jsut about J, but also about me. The J diaries are fun, but it is also my journal (a paid one even ( Read more... )

Bit by bit my body is getting used again to not being pregnant anymore. The hair that didn't fall out during pregnancy is coming loose now. Bye bye full bush of hair (maybe as compensation J 's hair should grow a bit more, lol).

Also the coloured stripe on my belly is starting to fade a bit.

I don't know what's up with me ( Read more... )