today hasn't been the best.. but there is hope for tomorrow... started a xanga site... my name is psychodreamer86 ... love you guys...

yet again it's another day... daddy still isn't happy with me... and i still don't have a car... i'm getting hungry so i'm gonna make this short... hop everyone is doing well... oh... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!

since my last post i wrecked my car! rain, driving, hydroplane, light pole.... this DOES NOT come out good... i'm fine, which is good, and the care is salvageable... so i think... but for now, i am left to bum rides ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here in the library at prcc... another full day of classes and a break to check my mail, take a breather and go grab lunch. so what's new withe me? not much... just hanging out... our home is coming along nicely, we have outside walls, a roof, frame for inside walls, plastic covering the outside, the basic plumbing crap, and the ( Read more... )

hey all.. well my house is being built.. trip scheduled on the 25 of january to go to cali... i'm excited... start school back tonight... full schidule... 19 hours... and i'm still working... hoping to pull in 35 hours.. well got to go... lots of love. talk soon i hope.

i know i don't get to get on often but here we go ( Read more... )

so my life has come to a complete crash... i no longer know where to go or who is there. i stand and look around me and wonder... what now. it's like one day i'm cool with the lying and the crap i've so happily put myself in then the next... NO! CAN'T DO IT ANY MORE! and once i decide i can't... i have to fix it... but who do i turn to... the ( Read more... )

so here i am... sitting at the coffee shop again... waiting for the line to go down a bit and to let the ones who are in a bit of a rush to get to work/school go. i have class in an hour and work right after. i'm doing my best to keep myself busy before i COMPLETELY break down. i'm good so far. just go to class and work. go hang out with random ( Read more... )

so here i am... sitting at the coffee shop again... waiting for the line to go down a bit and to let the ones who are in a bit of a rush to get to work/school go. i have class in an hour and work right after. i'm doing my best to keep myself busy before i COMPLETELY break down. i'm good so far. just go to class and work. go hang out with random ( Read more... )

this hell will only last for so much longer... i'm to the point where i'm saving up money so i can through my hands up and walk. anyone who wants is more than welcome to come with me. just a select few who will NEVER see me again nor will they know where i am, how i am, and how i'm doing. i have started cutting myself off... and i hope everyone is ( Read more... )