i am head over fucking HEELS for this boy. oh. my. lord.

what to do what to do. he'll be gone in less than a week, & that makes me want to cry.

tell him?  no? yes? that he had an impact on me, i could say.

he is one amazing individual...who am i kidding?

i can't even explain what this boy does to me.

i dont deserve head games. i am above having my hopes teased and dangled in front of my face and then ripped away, yet again ( Read more... )

i wrote a poem about home, and about my sister. our theme is home in my class. it was hard to write, and i have to work out a lot of little things on it, but as i was writing it i cried. i dont know why. ive never been moved to tears when writing something, but it was a powerful experience. im debating whether i want to give it to my sister as part ( Read more... )

so, scratch that last, rather pitiful entry ( Read more... )

i am incredibly, INCREDIBLY tight on money right now. i would not be in this financial panic if plane tickets were refundable and were bought with more notice.

if anybody knows of any places on campus at ithaca or somewhere downtown (with somewhat flexible hours) that is hiring, please let me know. i am pretty desperate. any suggestions are ( Read more... )

you are my sweetest downfall. i loved you first.

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no words.

if you can get your hands on KT Tustall's acoustic extravaganza cd, you will not be disappointed. i can't stop listening to it. it makes me feel connected to my mom, because she burned the cd for me over break. it's going to be the only thing that gets me through these next three, god awful weeks ( Read more... )

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Today I drove to Mexico ( Read more... )

my bed has never been so unwelcoming as it is tonight, and every night since i have been home. the sheets and comforter rustle me from my sleep and i toss and turn amid the tumultuous thoughts that arise through their scent. the bed is too big. queen sized is too big for one person. the pillows whisper your name. the blankets hold me with hatred ( Read more... )