these days i hardly get by, i dont even try.
if you can get your hands on KT Tustall's acoustic extravaganza cd, you will not be disappointed. i can't stop listening to it. it makes me feel connected to my mom, because she burned the cd for me over break. it's going to be the only thing that gets me through these next three, god awful weeks.
back at IC now, and i feel nothing except this longing to go on a really long walk up the long roads that i always look at out my window, on the other hill. and not come back. just keep walking until i can't walk anymore. i have zero emotion towards anybody or anything. i feel like a zombie.
if i had a car out here, i would go on the longest drives. the roads here go on forever, and through nothing but fields and hills. i would drive for hours just to feel like i'm okay.
back at IC now, and i feel nothing except this longing to go on a really long walk up the long roads that i always look at out my window, on the other hill. and not come back. just keep walking until i can't walk anymore. i have zero emotion towards anybody or anything. i feel like a zombie.
if i had a car out here, i would go on the longest drives. the roads here go on forever, and through nothing but fields and hills. i would drive for hours just to feel like i'm okay.