so, yes. ive been absent for soo long. ive just incredibly busy with college apps and plays and singing, etc ( Read more... )

haha...quote from the new gossip girl.

"nate was probably always too stoned to pay attention to serena in the way that she passively aggressively demanded"

um....jay and i?

speaking of better days
there are so many things i want to say
should i re-live my life
id run into you much sooner

speaking of better days
i try to remember everything
but as the years go by
the dark moments life
like rain clouds do

from my window i watch the day go by

james, for you.

christina, this is for you. we are totally going to have a relaxing day this weekend or sometime soon, okay. i need to get away from all the drama. i could probably just tell you this, by like...calling or something....but, i was just thinking of it as i was on lj. um, yeah.....spa party...oh, and homecoming dress browsing...on another note ( Read more... )

sometimes, i think life is good. other times i know it's not. and so far, my life has been filled of the know it's not. and a whole lot of hoping and wishing my life was everything i wanted it to be. or at least some of what i want it to be ( Read more... )

i guess maybe i havent felt like writing for a while. i guess tonight i do feel like it ( Read more... )

okay, so im OFFICIALLY over this whole ryan thing. whatever man. at work on wednesday he was just being a weirdo. he walks in and is flirting with me all over the place and refering to things we talked about while we were hooking up. (ie: i said how work was going to be ackward and he brought it up when five of us were talking and then smiled at me ( Read more... )

so.....i feel it's safe to say that i realized on sunday the extent of my dave matthew's addiction. wow. omg. none of my friends are really huge fans so i must have looked like a huge creep, but i didnt care. cant WAIT until september when they comes to chicago again ( Read more... )

so, are you ready for this ( Read more... )

so, yeah. i start my second job tomorrow. wohooo. babysitting. during the day. three days a week ( Read more... )