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Save me from the nothing I've become

Apr 21, 2005 16:28

[Continued from here]I headed to the door, everything from the night I left flashing in my head. Before I knew it he spun me around and pinned me. I couldn't help but look up at him scared, I didn't know what he was going to do, I was afraid he would do what he did that first night and hurt me till I liked it ( Read more... )

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sexytarawitch April 23 2005, 16:18:16 UTC

The lewdness of this wasn't lost on me and neither was the sounds and the feelings coming from him. They did nothing but make me hotter and turn me on even more. Making me want him even more, I had to restrain myself from letting the darker part of me take control and beg him to take me hard ( ... )

ex_lovesbitc93 April 24 2005, 00:30:29 UTC

Couldn’t bring myself to open my eyes as she kissed her way back up my body and rested on top of me. Every part of my body felt numb…in a good way and for some unknown reason I thought if I looked at her, the dream’d break.

‘Course then she was kissing me and…

"Love you..."

Opening my eyes, I saw her smile and I think for the fist time, since that first night we had together she actually looked happy. I’d be buggered if I was going to let her loose that look.

"There was something you wanted to do..."God yes, and I still was, just…give me a minute…or maybe ten. I was a vampire not bloody superman and after an orgasm like that…well, lets just say normally I’d be in dreamland right about now ( ... )

sexytarawitch April 24 2005, 01:28:00 UTC

"Love you too, Tara...Love you forever...’til I’m dust."

I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck, closing my eyes slowly when I felt the tears silently fall. Wasn't bad or anything, just the words he said touched me in a way I could never forget. It was then I knew he really did love me, maybe even more then Wi...then her. "A-as will I..." finally managed to choke out, wanting nothing more then to be in his arms with him inside me forever.

My body arched off the bed when he slipped his finger inside me, teasing me with it before teasing my lips with his as he kissed me. I loved kissing him, I could stay like this forever and never get tired of it, I'd always want it, want him.

I whimpered softly, another finger of his joining the first one while he kissed my face and neck. "Spike..." I gasped out, arching up to him, my body begging for more of him, more of anything he wanted to give me.

"Does it feel nice, love?"I nodded, running my fingers through his hair and pulling him up to kiss me. "Please..." I want you..." My hands ( ... )

ex_lovesbitc93 April 24 2005, 07:13:15 UTC

God, I loved it when she called me that, more than I’d ever tell her.

“I love it when you call me that.”

Okay, maybe not, then. A little embarrassed, I buried my face in her neck, kissing and nuzzling the skin of her throat as I slid another finger into her. She gasped, but I knew she wanted it so I didn’t worry. When I saw the tears on her cheeks before, truth is I panicked like hell, but I could tell that pain or sadness wasn’t what it was about when I looked into her eyes.

So lovely. She still looked so lovely when she cried…

Gently, I spread my fingers inside her, keeping up the slow rhythm I had going and her hips rolled slowly along with it. She was so wet that I knew she was ready and so I slid my fingers out of her warm cunny - still so warm, too - and slid my cock to her entrance. Bloody wet all right, and ready, so ready that my cock nearly slipped inside when she nudged her hips forward. So eager, but it wasn’t going to be a quick, careless shag…no I was going to take my time, see how many orgasms I could give her ( ... )

sexytarawitch April 24 2005, 07:47:25 UTC

"Bout as much as I love saying it..." I murmured softly aganst his lips, laughing slightly when he buried his face against my neck. I loved when he got like this, all shy and cute and sometimes I wondered if he was still a human boy or if in fact he still had his soul.

It didn't matter. I was his, he was mine and that's how it was going to always be. We'll deal with this, we'll get through it and end up stronger in the end. I was still me and he saw that now, and I know he likes the part where I'm not as shy ( ... )

ex_lovesbitc93 April 30 2005, 03:31:44 UTC

Her words and the feel of her soft body squirming around underneath me had me in such a bloody state I could hardly think. The only thoughts that seemed to be able to make their way through my brain were things like love you and beautiful and so on and so forth until all I could do was admit I was a lovesick wanker and be getting on with it ( ... )

sexytarawitch April 30 2005, 21:25:31 UTC

My nails dug into his flesh as my body got used to his full weight on me, the sharp pain that came with each touch of his hand on my brest and causing me to cry out his name again ( ... )

ex_lovesbitc93 May 13 2005, 14:24:29 UTC

"Come inside me...please Sire...Spike...William..."

God, oh bloody hell… between her mumblings and the way her body felt against me, around me; her lips on my neck, her soft warm pussy enveloping me…fuck I was going to come in seconds. Not that I didn’t want to…but I wanted to make it good for her too…oh, sod it ( ... )

sexytarawitch May 13 2005, 14:37:00 UTC

I nuzzled my nose against his neck, moaning softly when he put his arms around me and keeping me tightly to him. "Spike..." I whimpered and moved against him, moving my hips to meet each of his thrusts as they sent shockwaves through my spine, making me gasp and want him more ( ... )

ex_lovesbitc93 May 13 2005, 15:02:22 UTC

I’d wager this moment was about as close to bliss as I’d ever get; lying here spent and pleasantly numb with the woman I loved telling me she loved me too. What I’d always wanted really. Bloody hell, was I tired though. Guess that’s what a night of confessing your deepest darkests’ll do…didn’t regret it one bit though. Now she knew how much she meant to me, and I knew how much I meant to her.

“Think I’m gonna fall asleep on you, love,” I confessed, lifting a weary arm and pulling the covers over us. “Wore me out, that did.” I wrapped us up and pulled her to me, snuggling against her and kissing her neck before pulling back and meeting her gaze.

“Everything peachy, love?” I asked, not wanting to know if it wasn’t, but feeling like I’d only be able to sleep properly if I knew my girl was happy.

sexytarawitch May 13 2005, 15:08:34 UTC

I laughed and curled up against him, pressing my body to him like I would for warmth. But we weren't warm anymore, neither of us was. I guess that's something to accept. I wonder if he loved me more when I was warm, or if he misses how my body used to feel.

But I couldn't worry about that now, there's always tomorrow I guess. Then again we do have forever now.

Moaning softly I tightened my arms around him. "I'm ok." I admitted slightly. "Nothing that can wait till morning." I was happy, I don't remember when I was this happy, but there were things that were eating at me but they could wait. We were both pleasantly spent and I didn't want to ruin it, we both had enough fighting for one night.

"I love you William." I murmured, burying my nose in his neck and wrapping my arms around him. "I'll be ok, it'll all be ok." I pulled back and kissed him softly. "Promise."

ex_lovesbitc93 May 13 2005, 15:19:31 UTC

“K,” I murmured, kissing her back softly, and feeling sleep overtake me. I wanted it to be okay, too, but something in the back of my brain told me there were miles to go…but then, could just be me worrying about nothing…sure that’s what it was.

“I’ll dream about you,” I whispered, just before drifting off.

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