Save me from the nothing I've become
[Continued from here]I headed to the door, everything from the night I left flashing in my head. Before I knew it he spun me around and pinned me. I couldn't help but look up at him scared, I didn't know what he was going to do, I was afraid he would do what he did that first night and hurt me till I liked it
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‘Course then she was kissing me and…
"Love you..."
Opening my eyes, I saw her smile and I think for the fist time, since that first night we had together she actually looked happy. I’d be buggered if I was going to let her loose that look.
"There was something you wanted to do..."
God yes, and I still was, just…give me a minute…or maybe ten. I was a vampire not bloody superman and after an orgasm like that…well, lets just say normally I’d be in dreamland right about now.
I returned her kiss, gathering her into my arms and rolling on top of her, only breaking away from her lips to kiss her neck and her breasts before moving back upwards and feasting on her sweet lips again. I ran my fingertips lightly up and down her sides and her thighs; grabbing them and helping her wrap them ‘round my waist. Between the feel of her body against me like it was and the soft sighs and moans she was making it didn’t take long for my cock to start getting hard, and before long I felt it slipping against her wet folds.
“Love you too, Tara,” I said softly against her neck and reached a hand down to slowly start stretching her. I wanted this to be pure pleasure not a smidge of pain so she had to be ready. “Love you forever…’til I’m dust.”
I slipped a finger inside her and she clenched around it, and I could tell she wanted more, she’d have to be patient though. I smiled down at her and kissed her lips, running my tongue over the bottom one that she liked to bite so much. I grinned at the thought and bit it lightly myself, sucking it into my mouth and kissing her deeply.
Pulling back, I slowly slid another finger into her and begin stroking her clit with my thumb. She whimpered and I grinned, kissing her cheeks and chin and beginning to pump my fingers slowly in and out of her.
“Does it feel nice, love?” I asked, I wanted to make sure…and to know I wasn’t hurting her. Even a little bit right now was too bloody much.
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I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck, closing my eyes slowly when I felt the tears silently fall. Wasn't bad or anything, just the words he said touched me in a way I could never forget. It was then I knew he really did love me, maybe even more then Wi...then her. "A-as will I..." finally managed to choke out, wanting nothing more then to be in his arms with him inside me forever.
My body arched off the bed when he slipped his finger inside me, teasing me with it before teasing my lips with his as he kissed me. I loved kissing him, I could stay like this forever and never get tired of it, I'd always want it, want him.
I whimpered softly, another finger of his joining the first one while he kissed my face and neck. "Spike..." I gasped out, arching up to him, my body begging for more of him, more of anything he wanted to give me.
"Does it feel nice, love?"
I nodded, running my fingers through his hair and pulling him up to kiss me. "Please..." I want you..." My hands ran over his face as I tightened around him again, gaspng from the sensations of his fingers inside me as they quirked up, hitting that one spot. "Spike..." My eyes met his and I smiled softly. "William..."
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“I love it when you call me that.”
Okay, maybe not, then. A little embarrassed, I buried my face in her neck, kissing and nuzzling the skin of her throat as I slid another finger into her. She gasped, but I knew she wanted it so I didn’t worry. When I saw the tears on her cheeks before, truth is I panicked like hell, but I could tell that pain or sadness wasn’t what it was about when I looked into her eyes.
So lovely. She still looked so lovely when she cried…
Gently, I spread my fingers inside her, keeping up the slow rhythm I had going and her hips rolled slowly along with it. She was so wet that I knew she was ready and so I slid my fingers out of her warm cunny - still so warm, too - and slid my cock to her entrance. Bloody wet all right, and ready, so ready that my cock nearly slipped inside when she nudged her hips forward. So eager, but it wasn’t going to be a quick, careless shag…no I was going to take my time, see how many orgasms I could give her before I came myself.
Kissing her deeply, I pushed my hips forward and slowly slid inside her. Oh god, she felt so good and I heard myself groan as I slipped further into her. She moaned and arched off the bed again as I did and for a minute the demon took over and I jerked my hips forward, burying myself inside completely. She cried out, but it didn’t sound like a bad thing, oh no, sounded like she was having a grand old time of it to me.
Pulling away from the kiss, I stilled inside her for a minute and looked into her eyes.
“We’ll start again from here, pet,” I promised. “New slate and all that. We’ll take proper care of each other from now on.”
I kissed her lips softly and started moving slowly inside her, working up to orgasm number one.
“Love you.”
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It didn't matter. I was his, he was mine and that's how it was going to always be. We'll deal with this, we'll get through it and end up stronger in the end. I was still me and he saw that now, and I know he likes the part where I'm not as shy.
His fingers inside me set my body on fire and I just wanted more, I wanted more of him and I didn't want it to stop. "Spike..." I whimpered as he moved them inside me, making me shudder when he spread them wider.
I arched my hips to him, wanting and needing him inside me when I felt him so close. "Spike..." I whimpered softly, dragging my fingers over his skin as he kissed me. My body arching and writhing under him as he filled me. It felt so good, almost like he compleated me in every way. This was something much more then our first time together, not better, not worse. Just different, another level.
He pressed hard into me, breaking the slowness of the moment and I cried out, loving how that felt and that it put him fully inside me. I slowly wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him closer to me, rocking my hips against his as I cried out and whimpered for him.
"We’ll start again from here, pet...New slate and all that. We’ll take proper care of each other from now on."
I smiled, there was so much I wanted to say but all I could muster was a small nod. "Promise." His lips met mine and I kissed him lightly as he started to move inside me, slow and deliberate, bringing me to the edge slow and steady.
"Love you."
I buried my face in his neck, nipping and sucking where his pulse would be and I gasped when he gripped my hips to him. "I love you....I love you William..." I wrapped my arms around him tighter and shuddered as I felt myself getting closer to the edge. "I...I love how you f-feel...I love when you're inside me..." I murmured against his skin, writhing under him and tightened my legs around him.
Licking my lips I started to nip and suck at his neck, my breathing - although unneeded - hard and gasping as I felt that knot inside me explode, making me cry out his name and grip him closer to me.
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She was beautiful, though, and I did love her.
Grabbing her hips, I moved a bit faster inside her, really couldn’t help myself. I was still at that yummy stage where warm, smouldering lust was building in my gut when she called out my name and I could tell she was about to pop any minute. Sliding my hand up her side, I palmed the soft flesh of her breast and started kneading it in time with my thrusts, while my other hand slid underneath her bottom and started to squeeze the round soft flesh of her behind. Meant my full weight was on her, but it only meant I was trapped deep with in her…nothing wrong with that.
Kissing her neck, I started hard, shallow thrusts that I knew must be pressing against her spot every time and before long I felt her clench around me and come. She cried out, her body shuddering and quivering under me, bringing me even closer to the edge.
Making sure to stay inside her, I rolled us over so she was on top, holding her tightly to my body and letting her take over.
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I felt his lips on my neck and I automaticly tilted my neck and bared all for him, pure lust taking over my body as he changed his movement to short and sharp thrusts that had me clawing at the sheets and gripping at the headboard. "Spike..." My back arched up to him as I started to come, hard and fast and my mind spun and all I could think of was him and how he made me feel.
Before I could even think to catch my breath - mortal habit I'm sure I'll break over time - he turned us so I was on top of him. I grinned and tightened around him just to watch his face and god he was fucking beautiful.
His hands were gripping my hips and I kept my eyes on him as I shifted a bit, moving my legs so I was impailed even deeper onto him. The look on his face was pure bliss and for a moment I grinned because I didn't feel as shy and timid as I used to.
Maybe the demon inside me was good for something.
I arched my back towards him as he put both hands on my breasts, one hand fingering the piercing he gave me and sending shockwaves through my body that made me ache for him more. "Come...please baby..." My eyes met his. "Come inside me...Come hard for me..." I bit my lip and smiled at him innocently, knowing he loved that game.
But this wasn't about games, this was about me and him and everything we wanted from each other. "I love you. Please..." I leaned down and kept rocking my hips against his, feeling him as deep inside me as he could go, I started kissing and nipping at his neck. "Come inside me...please Sire...Spike..." I nipped at his neck and whispered even softer. "William..."
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God, oh bloody hell… between her mumblings and the way her body felt against me, around me; her lips on my neck, her soft warm pussy enveloping me…fuck I was going to come in seconds. Not that I didn’t want to…but I wanted to make it good for her too…oh, sod it…
Wrapping my arms around her, I held her tightly to me, loving the feeling of being covered in a blanket of Tara. I grinned at the thought…she could be on top more bloody often at this rate.
“You feel so good love,” I gasped out, rocking my hips to meet her movements and pulling her more tightly against me, feeling her breasts pressing against my chest. “So beautiful, love you so much.” Yeah, I was close…could tell ‘cos I was getting as soppy as a bloody…wet…oh god, she felt good…so good I couldn’t think…couldn’t….
She started moving faster, and the friction of her body around my cock was all of a sudden too much and I felt my balls tighten and tendrils of warm sticky lust creep up my spine and take root in my gut and before I knew it I was coming explosively inside her, moaning loudly and writhing beneath her. I threw my head back and bucked by hips frantically…fuck me, I thought my head was going to explode.
After a while, I started coming down from my high. Didn’t open my eyes ‘til I’d ridden out the aftershocks of my orgasm, but when I did, there she was smiling down at me.
My girl.
“Love you,” I said simply.
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"I love you..." I murmured, wrapping my arms around his neck, my nails digging into his flesh as I rocked against him. I felt his body start to tense up and I pulled back from him, sitting up and impailing myself fully onto him, causing me to cry out from the friction and feeling.
I watched his body tense up and I started to move my hips more onto him, rocking and pushing him deeper into me as I kept my eyes on him. He came hard, I watched him the entire time as he came, his body arching and writhing under me, making me gasp and moan when I felt him come inside me.
A slow smile crossed my lips and I ran my hands over his face and chest, grinning at him when he looked up at me. His words sparked something inside me and I felt one of those rambles coming on but I couldn't, this wasn't about the rambling or meaningless words that held something for the moment. This was so much more.
"I love you." I murmured, the corner of my mouth curling as I leaned down and kissed him softly, pressing my body close to his.
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“Think I’m gonna fall asleep on you, love,” I confessed, lifting a weary arm and pulling the covers over us. “Wore me out, that did.” I wrapped us up and pulled her to me, snuggling against her and kissing her neck before pulling back and meeting her gaze.
“Everything peachy, love?” I asked, not wanting to know if it wasn’t, but feeling like I’d only be able to sleep properly if I knew my girl was happy.
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But I couldn't worry about that now, there's always tomorrow I guess. Then again we do have forever now.
Moaning softly I tightened my arms around him. "I'm ok." I admitted slightly. "Nothing that can wait till morning." I was happy, I don't remember when I was this happy, but there were things that were eating at me but they could wait. We were both pleasantly spent and I didn't want to ruin it, we both had enough fighting for one night.
"I love you William." I murmured, burying my nose in his neck and wrapping my arms around him. "I'll be ok, it'll all be ok." I pulled back and kissed him softly. "Promise."
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“I’ll dream about you,” I whispered, just before drifting off.
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