"I want to know why it is all in my head and not in my heart."I've been reading one of my old prayer journals (because as one reflects on a transition to atheism, it helps to understand the journey). What strikes me now is how obviously asexual I was, and how much anxiety fed into my relationship with God, because I didn't know why I was different ( Read more... )

Title: Debunking myself
Summary: Back when I was Christian, I had my testimony online. Now that I'm atheist, I wanted to point out some things about it ( Read more... )

Title: Making Excuses for God
Author: 3SigmaAnomaly ( Read more... )

Title: Part 5: Breaking free
Series: Becoming Atheist

( Isn’t this enough? Just this world? Just this beautiful, complex, wonderfully unfathomable, natural world? )

Title: Depressed by heaven
Series: Becoming Atheist

( I don’t want vengeance, money, or a big house (because face it, I’m not gonna clean it). )

Title: Part 3: Firefly
Series: Becoming Atheist

( Noah's ark is a problem. )

Title: Part 2: Jesus is not my boyfriend
Series: Becoming Atheist

( I figured one day I’d fall in love and I’d know what that meant. )

Title: Part 1: Got no testimony
Series: Becoming Atheist

( Others spoke of ‘hearing from God’ when they were praying or reading the Bible, but I always felt like I was faking it. )