nobody reads this, not without you being here anymore. but, i have alot i wanna talk about. and of course you were always the one who listened, if it was something you didnt wanna hear. and this is one of those things you wouldnt like. but, i came back for you...a little to late. its been hard, these past couple months. but ive been feeling you i ( Read more... )

you always told me you were gonna go before me. i ignored that. but that worst thing i ever ignored, was that i love you. i ran so far from you. i waited for the longest time, but then i ran. i let you in so close, and ran again. i was scared. not of you but, just of really loving you, and of letting you really love me.but you came back for me, and ( Read more... )

i cant believe im writing here. heh. guess im just that bored. and i cant go to bed yet, cause i still gotta get nikki lunch. anyways. so theres alot on my mind. alot of people on my mind. how coincidently ive loved all 3 of them. yeah. when i was still in school i was so sure she was the one for me. there wasnt a bone in my body that doubted we'd ( Read more... )

i think im starting to figure everything out in my life ( Read more... )

"lauren....he knows ( Read more... )

and live ( Read more... )

how do you make the choice? how am i supposed to know which feeling is the right one? being with and around her, feels everything but wrong ( Read more... )

i dont understand whats going on today in our city ( Read more... )

everything is new ( Read more... )

so its been a long long time since i have wrote anything on this thing. but i was cleaning today, and had the tv on a music channel. and i heard this song. gah. its amazing. and i abs* love it. and how funny, that the words actually fit somewhere in my life. another journal post is soon to be coming, within minutes or perhaps hours, but def* tonite ( Read more... )