makes me sick
"lauren....he knows."
over and over. its the only thing i see.
its the only thing i hear.
"i dont know what to do."
"i need you"
this makes me sick.
i cant believe this is happening.
im fucking lost.
and i cant tell a single soul.
no one fucking understands.
no one gets this.
or i should say no one would.
they wouldnt get the intensity of it.
how much this means to me, how much this has affected me.
she is sick.
he is sick.
i am sick.
and NONE of us know what to do.
he thinks he knows the answers.
but his answers leave all 3 of us unhappy.
her hurting the most.
he just doesnt understand it.
and i just cant make sense of how it happened.
we all sit and talk...
but the only thing any of us have to say is...
"this makes me sick..."
i think ill go to sleep now...
over and over. its the only thing i see.
its the only thing i hear.
"i dont know what to do."
"i need you"
this makes me sick.
i cant believe this is happening.
im fucking lost.
and i cant tell a single soul.
no one fucking understands.
no one gets this.
or i should say no one would.
they wouldnt get the intensity of it.
how much this means to me, how much this has affected me.
she is sick.
he is sick.
i am sick.
and NONE of us know what to do.
he thinks he knows the answers.
but his answers leave all 3 of us unhappy.
her hurting the most.
he just doesnt understand it.
and i just cant make sense of how it happened.
we all sit and talk...
but the only thing any of us have to say is...
"this makes me sick..."
i think ill go to sleep now...