...healthy as a horse. I got the results of my blood and urinalysis tests back today and everything is normal. Even my cholesterol (which, considering my diet, even I was concerned about) is normal. Quite amazing if you ask me. I guess now all I need to do is work on convincing myself to get my ass to the gym so I can turn my keg back into a six- ( Read more... )

I just realized that, as of this moment, it is April Fools Day. Below is a summary of my past couple of days. I WISH that it were an April Fools joke.

Thursday. Doctor's appointment. Finally went in after about 9 years of not seeing the doctor. Had a full physical done, just so I could get an accurate picture of my health (or the lack thereof.) ( Read more... )

Kelena was in an EXCEPTIONALLY good mood today. We had a long talk about many things. None pertaining to 'us' in particular, but on the whole, she sounds like she's worlds apart from where she was 2 months ago. I am far from giving up hope on us, and the conversations of today only reinforce that. There are still many things to work out, but I' ( Read more... )

OK, well, I'm supposed to get up to get ready for class in about 5 hours and I can't sleep. I'm FINALLY starting to feel better after 4 days. Well, I'm physically feeling better. More on that in a sec ( Read more... )

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Yes, my friends, it's that time again. Valentine's Day is upon us once more. Now, as I'm sure that the accusations are going to start flying, let me admit up front; yes, I will once again be spending this Valentine's Day alone. However, many years of being single on Valentine's Day (actually, I'm not sure that I've EVER been in a relationship on ( Read more... )

So, I talked with my ex-girlfriend Megan for about 2 hours before I left for work yesterday. For those who are not familiar with the story, this girl dropped off the face of the earth about 6 months ago, never to be heard from again. I was very angry and very hurt for a long time because I genuinely had some very strong feelings for her and, if I ( Read more... )

I've just hurt the one girl that I care more for than anything in the world. I've probably done some permanent damage to our friendship, let alone our relationship ( Read more... )

Well, I suppose I shouldn't say that. It's more like an indefinite pause.

It hurts no less, however.

ISTJ - The Inspector
You scored 0% I to E, 89% N to S, 71% F to T, and 5% J to P!

Your type is known as the inspector, and the single word that describes your is superdependable. You also belong to the larger group of guardians. You look carefully at the people and institutions around you and notice every last detail. You feel it is up to you ( Read more... )