i've stop cursing like a trucker on el jay now.
no more potty mouth.
i practically grown a halo.
seriously.
oh yeah, i've been around. i just moved. i needed a change of scenery. ok, then... i thought i'd just share.

i'm still awake at this forsaken hour because i just can't sleep. i've been restless these past few months. actually, i've been restless since i moved to vegas. i hate this place by the way! yeah, fuck i'm tired and i want to rest but i can't sleep. what the fuck is that about?? AAAAAAAAHHHHH...

would you be so kind and...
HUMOR ME???
please...

because laughter is much needed.
life is shitty at the moment.
i'm feeling inadequate.

i'm completely oblivious to the world around me because i'm in-love. so damn it! HA! not really... anyhoo, i've decided that i won't be eating any meat anytime soon. not that i'm going on a crash diet or anything. i just think that with this bird flu and mad cow disease going around, it'd be wise to just stay away. i'm obviously panaroid about ( Read more... )

insomnia been kicking it lately. strange...
so yeah, this is the outcome of that sucka.
NEW LAYOUT MOFO!!!i needed a change because everything else suck ( Read more... )

i had the best weekend ever!
jana, carmela, elaine, ruby and denise came to visit.
it was denise's 21st birthday, so she did it vegas style.
ARGH, it just suck that i wasn't able to party with them.
for obvious reason, me not being 21. pfft, weak...
i felt like hitting the dance floor the entire week.
i haven't done that since i moved here.
where ( Read more... )

school went well, classes not so bad ( Read more... )

sometimes its easier to just let go of the past.
as easy as deleting old journals but not quite.
scars don't mend well, memories just don't fade.
perhaps there's a good reason why pain must remain.
a reminder of yesterday, to live and to learn.
it is not so bad to feel heartache and sorrow.
( I feel so vulnerable standing here naked.. )

waking up and seeing everything covered in snow
was absolutely freaking amazing.
vegas weather is hella whack.
so am i, who's trying to put together a 1,000 puzzles.
mind you, its the simpson puzzles.
with patience, i will prevail.
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA....means i'll KILL you.sappy. pukes. get it off my head please ( Read more... )

it was simply a question that needed a simple answer.
but it turned out to be this whole derision of me.
maybe i'm wrong but i seriously felt like i was being mocked ( Read more... )