A Martyr’s Plight

[An Ode to Matthew Shepard]

In early October one fateful night

Destiny had left you beaten and tied;
Mckinney and Henderson took delight

As you, Matthew Shepard, martyr, had died.

Brain damage, fractures, death served to declare

The attack heinous, based on preference.

The murder, a hate crime, ruling unfair

Gay bashing brought little ( Read more... )

I want anti-depressants.

just changed my myspace.

is it self-sabotage?

not really.

I put that I'm in a relationship.

But really.

I just give up.

GIVE UP. throw in the towel.

it's not worth it anymore.

okay yeah. typically teenage rambling but... I feel depressed ( Read more... )

Dear journal,

Just writing this for posterity, but...

As of today, the 8th of October, 2006-- I officially forgive Justin.

No more grudge.

Yesterday was weird.

BIZARRE, even.

we met, talked,

so effing angry ( Read more... )

SHIZZNIITS

Flangst is my new fave word.

I'm wasting time now.

took a nap a while back.

DUDE why am I watching Laguna Beach?

arghh.

Flangst Speech!
AD 2006-2007

The nurse entered the room, an apologetic look painted across her delicate features as she quietly recorded the conditions of the comatose patient, one of those that had been there for a prolonged period of time, studiously avoiding the eyes of the patient’s companion and the interlaced hands of the patient and his ( Read more... )

Suicide speech intention:

teens are supposed to relate to desolation, not necessarily the rapage.

Gay murder speech:

supposed to make you feel the ties of the loving and cryy; extent of LOVE! (lol)

Narrative Suicide Speech

Academic Decathlon

Cold.  That’s how I would describe days like today-as I somberly walk down the street, awaiting the cold to chill me to the bone before I return to the quasi-safety of my home, plastering  yet another warm smile upon my face before I greet my friends and loved ones, tiredly thinking to myself, “You must ( Read more... )

New York, New York-Tuesday, January 2nd, 1990.

The ex convict, prisoner number 44050479, recently has been released from prison only to meet his maker shortly thereafter. The details of his murder are currently classified-the case still unsolved. NYPD precinct 13-New York’s Special Victims’ Unit-have not yet made a statement ( Read more... )