I'm weird.
There are two kinds of weird - good weird and bad weird.
Tonight and many other nights, I'm not weird in a good way. I'm weird in a sick, self-devastating, hurtful, joy-consuming way. I try to fight it, I try to change it, I try to tune my thoughts in different directions, but they keep coming back the way they were. I had some progress ( Read more... )

This was quite a bad evening, an awful night with little sleep and kind of a depressing morning.
I hate those little voices and dialogues that go on in my head. I'm really, really not fond of them.
And I hate falling asleep and/or waking up sad. Today was supposed to be a better day.

Okay, the time has come to sum up 2010. 
Like I said some time ago, it was a very, very intense year. A lot of things happened.

The last two years were pretty intense, although I guess 2010 seems more spectacular.
2009 left me with mixed feelings - doubts and small depression, but at the same time hope and friendship.
2010 in general doesn't seem ( Read more... )

 So, I was a teacher today! My first time.

A group of middle-school kids (13-15y, I guess) is going on a trip to Croatia at the end of April, so the school got us - the students - to teach them a couple of important and useful sentences and stuff.

So, I prepared some notes, some copies, some stuff and taught them some basic things - how to say " ( Read more... )

 Just like the title says, it was more of a movie day than a movie night today.

Movies I watched today: 

1. The Librarian: Return to the King Salomon's Mines.
2. Little Miss Sunshine.
3. Blast from the Past.
4. The Mexican.
5. Bolt. 

It is good to start an LJ with a meme, right?

Stolen from nukahdistus.
( Loooong meme )