so heres an update... i got a job... i start thursday or friday... im not too sure yet... uhm. chris and i are still NOT talking... i saw him the other day and it was just one of those things ugh..uhm elfi and i are friends again... we're actually cool now it idk it feels really good... i feel like i have my best friend back... but its like idk ( Read more... )

. . . i broke up with him . . .

HaPpY HoLiDaYs EvErYoNe! and have a safe and wonderful New Year!

<3-Cyd

**When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ( Read more... )

so i am grounded for a whole month and i think its for real... my computers and phones are being taken out of my room, i cant go anywhere and i am basically going to go crazy... no friends (xcept in school) for a whole month... until JANUARY 4th i am grounded... yes it sucks... so have fun w/out me... ::tear::

lmao i thought it was funny::

( rough sex! )

i FUCKING hate my stupid ASS family... they all suck and need to go to hell

woohoo! lol its like 2:30 in the morning and i just randomly woke up thinking that i had to get up for school... psh idk... but OMG i got my hair done yesterday @ the cosmatology lab (shannon did it for me) and now its all curley and pretty and so cute! lol i HAVE to take pics tomorrow if it stays in! lol i dunno, my hair doesnt like my and it has ( Read more... )

i hate having an AP class... this is such bullshit... w/e im trying to change it again... its so effin hard... i had 2 hrs of hw last night... and i had to do it while i was babysitting and the kids were sleeping... the people i was babyistting for didnt get home till like 10:20 and i effin go to sleep at like 10 or else i'll be EXTREMELY tired... ( Read more... )

SO this is like my 7th attempt to update my journal... and all the others have not been successful... anyway!! i got a new cell phone but i cant give out the number, like susana and mikayla and aLi dont even have the number! my mom would KILL me if i got a call on it... like kill me till im dead, then kill me again! lol ya anyway... so i started ( Read more... )