no matter how much money you have, it will never make you beautiful.

this has been by far the best year of my entire life. i didnt get what i wanted, but i do love what i've got. (btw, you dont get jack shit sitting on your lumpy ass all day, locked away in ur "we've got more money than we know what to do with" palace, eating no carb LARD all day) i ( Read more... )

well, heather decides that she just does not want to be part of the lgay-crew anymore. well you know, i still love her. yes this is maite by the way. updating for her. and yes, its compassion in the jungle ( Read more... )

well well well, another spirit week over! i dont feel like writing so here it is in pictures!


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i dont know what i want to do with my life. yesterday i decided i should go to harvard and sit around watching the leaves change colors and eating pumpkin pie. (b/c its in a new england state, and thats all they do). but then i figured i prly couldnt get in to harvard. i dont really do anything. so then i thought mmkay perhaps i should move to LA, ( Read more... )

2day was ok. i think im sick. i dont feel sick, i just feel really tired and i sound like a frog for no reason. kelseys leaving 2day and i'll miss her terribly. i'm babysitting 2morrow and saturday so i'll have the mulah. i failed my map test 2day. i blame josh. b/c he was being especially mean 2 me during lunch while i was frantically coloring. i ( Read more... )

my oh my. i was going to come home and write how very shocked and happy i am. mostly im shocked that im happy. i did not my any means want to come home on monday. i couldve stayed in inverness and been happy. but when i came home i saw kelsey and mere and betsy and maite and blah blah blah. and we went to the pool and the sun was shining, and it ( Read more... )

im in good ole' citrus county. the nana baked me a pie. my g-g-fatha fixed my wipers and the dent in the love honda. life is good. jodie and i have hit all the hott spots today. including the roller barn. no shirt!!!!!! bitchz r with holding! we also visited the condemned house. it smelled and i got bit by a bug. then my mom said she needed to "hit ( Read more... )

the only thing that got me through the week with a smile on my face was going to inverness. now my mom is being my mom and has canceled our trip. further proof that i should never trust anything she "says" she'll do until they're done. she is no help with colleges. she wont take me to visit any. if she hadnt already written the check i wouldnt ( Read more... )

i feel better about life. if for no other reason than mrs bond yelling "I'll love u!" at me in the hallway after school. (my shirt said all i need is love). it was odd.

I'M GOING 2 GREECE. but u prly already knew that. 2day was early release. kelsey and i raped the psych test part 1. rap is a crime, always.....UNLESS THEY WANT IT! yes thats esther ( Read more... )

so ive planned my life:

im going to UF b/c its free. then to med school sumwhere awsome and huge and far away. then be a doctor and marry dr mcdreamy, b/c thats wut doctors do. then travel the whole wide world, b/c thats a new found dream of mine. STARTING CON GREECE B/C IM GOING!!!!!!!!!! WOOOT WOOT! b jealous b/c we got salsa, vs. dry white ( Read more... )