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Take that arthritis! No more changing medications. No more side effects or anything. And thank God that I didn't have to get a flu shot. At least not yet. In November I think. And I'm not going down alone. *evil laughter* I'm taking everybody else down with me. Damn skippy I am. Well, everybody except my baby. My Tati. Even if she is an evil ( Read more... ) -
Ever have the feeling...?
That your life isn't going the way it should have been? Or have a lot of regrets of the stuff you didn't do. I woke up this way on Monday. Then it seemed to increase when I was telling Dr. Pousson about my grandma dying a couple of weeks ago. I mean I don't mind taking care of my family and I know that if I were living by myself they would worry. ( Read more... ) -
Journal?
I'm definitely supposed to keep journaling(sp?) like the therapist says but I haven't been at all. I figure I should get on it since it's been like 2 years now.... So where to start? Um, I haven't been suicidal in like 2 years. Depression still sneaks up on me though. And apparently my mom thinks I'm bipolar. So I'm gonna have to talk to the doc ( Read more... ) -
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It's been awhile since I've written anything here and my therapist says I should be journaling so here goes. This year has not gone too well for me or my family. My mom's best friend, Ms. G, son was killed sometime the week before last. He was only 22 years old and was doing nothing wrong. Just taking a co-worker home. Said co-worker has lied to ( Read more... ) -
Stealing money and ass kickings
I was coming home yesterday with my mom, grandmother and one of my favorite aunts. We usually try to bring them down for Christmas every year. We needed plates for Christmas dinner and all the people coming... So my mom went into Sam's Club and we stayed in the car, cause both my grandmother and my aunt are disabled and need to use canes to help ( Read more... ) -
I don't know what to do
I've noticed lately that my family has been treating me so different than before. I should've noticed earlier mind, but trying not to think about stuff has made me a little blind.
My dad has no idea how to deal with me anymore and somehow thinks it's his fault. But from what I've learned, his side of the family doesn't have arthritis. He usually ( Read more... ) -
LIfe Sucks.
I thought the medicine was making it better. I mean the shots were working apparently. Except I got some news yesterday at about noon, about my MRI. My shoulder is not going to get any better and I have to see an Orthopedic surgeon in about 2 weeks to see whether or not I need surgery on it. She said it wasn't my fault and that I couldn't have ( Read more... ) -
Enbrel
So, I started taking Enbrel last month. The Specialist lied! It doesn't sting. It burns like HELL! And not only that. It gave me a damn headache, the three out of four times I took it. And I mean a bad headache. It hurt so much I thought my eyes were about to pop out of my skull and my brains would leak out the sockets. Ok that sounds kinda ( Read more... ) -
What Do You Have To Say? - Arts & Crafts: My Inspiration
Usually from bead books that I look through or online sites or just the world around me. It's the new thing that I want to try. Something to keep me using my hands, especially my left. Other than that, most people just tell me what they want. I want to try new things. LIke learning to draw if I can or some kind of sand art that I did back in high ( Read more... )
