Had my sinus surgery today.. 3rd one

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But this one was a different type of surgery,
I was awake and numbed up but honestly I felt EVERYTHING.

It was pretty traumatic hearing the cracking of metal against the bone in my nose.
Horrifying I felt like I was getting a lobotomy! tbh

I was so fucking nervous I took 2 xanax.. the mg I take is really high so its equivalent to 4 regular ones.
And If

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That is so fucking awful. I'm seriously staring at your post with my most open wide nearly crying. I would not have made it one second in that situation. I would have flailed and screamed.

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omg I'm sorry bb! I should've put it behind a cut. I'm lucky I took that xanax at that point I was just like ok let's do this and get it over with!!
Maybe it wasn't that bad but I'm no baby when it comes to these things so idk!it was pretty intense though lol ♥