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zombiehamster

WARNING: POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING

Jan 18, 2002 22:14

Something I found today still on my computer. I wrote it about a year ago for therapy ( Read more... )

Comments 6

yamo January 19 2002, 03:46:26 UTC

Poor, sweet Chris. I'm so glad you're better now. I wish those terrible thing had never happened to you. Still, you have moved past that to become a very strong, independent woman that I really admire.

Re: zombiehamster January 19 2002, 07:20:04 UTC

I will never say I was glad for it to happen, but it has given me gifts as well. Inner strength even as I seem to fall apart, ability to overcome physical pain and discomfort (thanks dissociation!), and the vow to never be selfish and unthinking like him. Also, believe it or not, I'm good in a crisis. I keep my cool until after it's over and can take charge to see what needs to be done.

I have moved past it. If I wanted proof, this was it. Not only did I not break down when I came back across this, but I could post it without shame.

Thank you for saying you admire me. I will now wallow in it.

anonymous January 19 2002, 17:58:32 UTC

You shouldn't wallow, Chris. You'll get admiration all over the carpet.

That stuff STAINS, y'know.

zombiehamster January 19 2002, 19:55:38 UTC

But strangely enough, it's a stain I wouldn't try too hard to scrub out. Now, if I could get out the bloodstains...

anonymous January 19 2002, 19:59:34 UTC

Eep.

*Looks for somewhere to hide*

zombiehamster January 20 2002, 11:54:06 UTC

Afraid my aim really IS improving, Kevin?