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[zombiechameleon]

I've been thinking a lot about why I always feel like I'm fighting in my life: fighting to be who I am, fighting to do what makes me happy, fighting to get away from my family, fighting to keep the peace... Constant struggle within myself and my primary environment. And when I'm not doing all that, I'm fighting society, my culture, the government,

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Wow

[zflyinghigh]

I know exactly what you're going through. I've lived in small towns all over North Carolina. Hickory for most of my life. I feel disconnected from the people here. I hate that I know everyone. I feel like I'm suffocating. I'm trying to make some serious life changes.

Re: Wow

[zombiechameleon]

I lived briefly in Phoenix, AZ - that was a real eye opener, even if I couldn't stay there & had to get my crap back to TX. I feel like this place is closing in an inch at a time all the time. I just wonder when it's going to collapse on me in some kind of hate-demolition. lol

Re: Wow

[zflyinghigh]

My bestfriend moved to Arizona back in December. He asked me to go with him but I couldnt at the time. I wish I had gone.

Re: Wow

[zombiechameleon]

lol Coincidentally, I wish I'd never moved back to Texas. At least in Arizona no one knew me. >_>