no, i didn't fall off the face of the earth...i just don't get a chance to get online as much as i once did...and i have even less to actually write about ( Read more... )

why i stay at the job i have?
why i continue to hang on to things that i'm not sure i want?
why i'm so scared to tell people what i really think and feel?

myspace has eaten my soul...

you know you want to ( Read more... )

you must go see them...it will be the absolute highlight of your day...okay...maybe not...but they still rock ( Read more... )

dear pain in my ears ( Read more... )

dear boy ( Read more... )

it's started again...the slide downward...i feel it gnawing at my insides like a rabid dog...the depression...the pain...the lonliness...the insecurities...the wanting to shut people out...the need to not be alone with my thoughts...the urge to hurt myself..and badly ( Read more... )

gretchen and i went to the weird elvis mcdonalds....as i was trying to order my food, i started laughing uncontrolably....the cashier was wondering what the hell was wrong with me, and i'm sure gretchen was thinking "why do i hang out with these people ( Read more... )

go here.

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