zoelogan

I am slow but...

zoelogan Jul 17, 2005 13:37

I just realized going to bed hoping to never waking up, is not the most brilliant/realistic goal. So I’m stopping, I am stopping the cynical thoughts even though they typically tend to be accurate. See thinking something awful will occur makes it appear worst when it happens; it makes you think you permitted it to happen. But when you believe ( Read more... )

Needs much work

zoelogan Jul 14, 2005 02:41

The clouds emptied their stomachs above the abiding yellow grass, which remises of the days when the wind could not heave it from its roots. The rain patters on the roads like the sound of drums in a civil war march. Branches from the infantile trees crash to ground wishing they hadn’t taken the quiet summer winds, the hours of boredom as leaves ( Read more... )

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zoelogan Jul 12, 2005 23:10

I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it; I hate it ( Read more... )

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zoelogan Jul 10, 2005 20:45

Things did get better evenually, especially with the introduction of Pho soup in my stomache from Pho 75. Then i talked to AJ who made the situation seem not as bad as i thought it was. Lucky for me shirelle is going to come back from israil soon, just in time for her to get married. I feel weird because i didn't miss her at all while she was gone ( Read more... )

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zoelogan Jul 09, 2005 16:46

i had the strange feeling a bird was going to poo on me today. It would have been a perfect end to this week. I dont know many people who have been pooed on by birds, so in a way i'd feel special somewhat. Birds poo on shiny things like cars and bikes, i swear they plan their poo attacks. So for something to plan something towards me would be so ( Read more... )

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zoelogan Jul 08, 2005 20:31

Can people warn me when it's bash ngozi day, because that's an invitation I don't want to RSVP for, just for the record. I'm tired of the people calling me to systematically attempt to break down 'why I’m a crappy person'. I have wasted more time then I’d like trying to figure out things about myself to change and I don’t need an army explaining ( Read more... )

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zoelogan Jul 07, 2005 22:32

hmm i thought of many things i didn't put in this journal that highlighted my week ( Read more... )

buncha crunch

before tomasz beats me to it

zoelogan Jul 07, 2005 00:08

I dont know if i think tomasz is really cool or an idiot. For some odd reason this guy got pissed at him for "lookin up and down" his girl. He was threating to beat the shit out of tomasz. And what does tomasz do? run away like he's suppose too? no! tomasz decides it's a good time to test his luck and scare the crap out of me and stand his ground. ( Read more... )

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zoelogan Jul 02, 2005 08:34

Volunteering is going entertainingly, the kids (most of them) like me, say I’m interesting. Yet it has been extremely tiring and has caused me to sleep beyond 12 hours every night just to recover. A few highlights of my week were spent with the 8-10 yr olds. When asked who was a good role model one responded ( Read more... )

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zoelogan Jul 01, 2005 05:29

Love could never be my guide ( Read more... )