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[zhelana]

I went to bed around 1am last night, and don't really remember what I did between 11 and midnight, although I tried to sleep 11:30 and got back up at 12:30 just to go back down at 1. The dog did not join me in bed, so I assume he didn't figure it out this time. I don't know what the secret is to keeping the dog off the bed, but I'm glad it worked

Comments

[aggiebell90]

It's not at all surprising (and completely normal) that you get sad thinking of him, especially so soon. I know I get frustrated with myself sometimes when I get sad for "no reason" and I have to remind myself that there is a reason. Everyone grieves differently (and the same person might grieve for different people differently), but in my experience (most recently with my parents), I did eventually get to a point where I get reminded of them and I don't burst into tears

[zhelana]

thanks. And yeah, his birthday is the day after he got moved to the burn unit and i was hopeful he'd be home soon. and it's all on top of itself.

[tigerweave]

It doesn't sound like for no reason. It must be hard to have dated someone when really all those years you thought you'd spend your life with Kevin

[zhelana]

Well, the problem is i have to drive to Hilton Head for his birthday so I can't be around most of my usual friends.

[zoefruitcake]

You will be able to think of Kevin without being sad eventually but it will take time

[zhelana]

thanks

[chocolate_frapp]

I wish there was something I could say to help. hugs