I want to wake up in your white, white sun ( Read more... )

I was some show pony...
I am so disgusted with myself...

I went out tonight!
yay for me!

Back home now.
Newcastle is smelly.
Filled with smelly people.
I smell too.
I need to shower.

Your words seem so empty lately.
Something is wrong and you can't hide it forever.
One day you will trust me enough to let me inside.
...One can hope.

Nothing but dead weight..
I will stop raining on all of your parades soon enough.
Let me just hurt you all one more time.

I really need to figure out what the fuck is wrong with my moods...
could they change any quicker and be more random.....?

I miss you.
.
.
.

Why do such simple things always seem to have a deeper meaning in my mind?

The fact that someones msn name can make me worried is utter bullshit.
Fuck deeper meaning and fuck me being unable to let go of things.

oh - and fuck msn.

MMmmmm whipped cream - so tasty....

If people actually updated their lj's to give me something to read and be excited about!

You will all die a painful, painful death.

like me! :)