Aruite Ikou ~I Will Walk~
Title : Aruite Ikou ~I Will Walk~
Part 3
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YamaJima
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary : Two boys, crossed paths in the name of fate, only to be separated once again by sheer greed.. As times past, a realization came.. But as they wanted to return, does fate still in their favour ?
Author's Note : Please ignore my sucky summary like usual~ The story was one which was heavily inspired by Ikimono Gakari's song, Aruite Ikou.. It was just so touching that I have to write this story.. Please think of this piece as Yuto's late birthday fic~ XDD
This is no a multi-chap.. It was originally a one-shot which was divided into parts since the original story was too long~
This is an AU story.. The present Yuto is 25 years old.. Please guess the others age..
And oh, I recommend you to listen to the song Aruite Ikou by Ikimono Gakari while reading~ XD
Next part will be the last part~
Previous parts :
Part 1 | Part 2 |
Aruite Ikou ~I Will Walk~
Part 3
Caressing the hard surface of the frame, Yuto could only stare at the picture longingly. It's a picture of him and Ryosuke in front of the latter's home just before he left. He stared intently at the smiling face of his beloved that he haven't met or call for years.
Taking a deep breath, Yuto lay down on his couch, with the picture held in front of his chest.
"I miss you, Yama-chan." He whispered to no one in particular. "Do you miss me ?"
Clutching the photoframe tighter, Yuto rolled to his side as flashes of memories rushed into his mind. All those times they spent together. The happy times, the sad times, the comforting times, the excruciating times, all those important times spent with him.
A weak chuckle escaped Yuto's mouth as he remembered those smiles, and tears, and just about everything of the one he ever truly loved that he wanted to always protect. That he wanted to always held close.
Closing his eyes, Yuto couldn't stopped the tears which began flowing his face. His silent sobs being the only sound filled his empty apartment.
"I miss you so much, Yama-chan."
***
"Here, Yuto-kun."
Yuto just stare at the small box on his hand with a questioning look on his face.
"What is it ?"
"It's a charm." Ryosuke answered softly. "So that you'll always be safe no matter what you do, wherever you are."
Opening the small box, Yuto found a plain silver bracelet with one small star pendant dangling on one side. It's almost identical with the star necklace he's wearing. The one he received from the same boy not so long ago.
"Thank you, for being my support when I was about to fall. I will never ever forget you, Yuto-kun."
Pulling the boy to his chest, Yuto could feel hot tears accumulating in the corner of his eyes.
"I love you, Yamada Ryosuke."
***
Taking a deep breath, Yuto smiled as the familiar air filled his lungs. Mouthing a small 'Yosh' to himself, Yuto dared himself to move forward. He hummed a rather catchy melody as he walked down the nostalgic path he remembered by heart. His bubble of anticipation filled his heart that he almost felt like it would burst anytime.
Finally reaching his destination, Yuto's smile turned into a frown at the sight of the usually well-treated and beautiful small house looked so deserted, and abandoned. Trying to push away any negative thoughts, he still proceeded to push the doorbell.
At the sound of a dull and cracked voice coming from inside the seemingly hollow place, it only assured the tall man that the house hasn't been used for quite sometimes.
Sighing, he retreated from the place and decided to ask around. Deciding to visit his old workplace, Yuto wasn't that surprised to see that his old mates were still around. He grinned as he walked closer and almost yell to greet the people. His old friends, had answered his greetings enthusiastically, but Yuto still could not shrugged the feeling that something was off.
"Oy, Takaki. Do you happen to know what had happened with Yama-chan's house ? It seemed like it wasn't occupied for quite sometimes. Do you know where he is now ?"
He watched how the expression of the man in front of him turned sour. Takaki fidgeted and stuttered something incoherent, and it kinda frustated Yuto out. Just as he was about to demand for a real answer, something -or someone to be precise- interrupted him.
"Nakajima-kun ?"
The called man turned and found Ryosuke's therapist coming closer.
"It'd been long." The man greeted politely.
"Inoo-kun." Yuto bowed to show his respect.
"How about we talk a bit in my office ? You must have a lot to share. I'm almost done here anyway." The man offered.
Glancing at the still fidgeting Takaki, Yuto sighed before nodding his head in approval. "It's a pleasure."
***
"I know what you wanted to know, but I have to say sorry that we all here could not provide you the answer."
Yuto frown at the weird tone Inoo used.
"Excuse me ?"
"It was Yamada-kun's personal request, that if you ever try to find him again someday, then we shall not tell you a word."
"Why ?" Yuto asked in a mix of confusion and a sense of betrayal.
The middle-aged man sighed as he leaned into his chair.
"Though I perfectly understand his reasonings, it's still not my place to speak it to you." Inoo commented softly. "All I can tell you is that, Yamada-kun once said, that if you two were really connected by your hearts, then you will always able to find him, even without anyone there to help you."
***
"Yuto-kun ?"
"Hmm ?"
"Do you really think that we're fated together ?"
A small chuckled came from Yuto.
"Why are you laughing ?" Yuto could almost hear the pout from the boy behind him.
"No, it's just-" Yuto chuckled once again. "I came here a year ago in hope to find a new life. And here, I found you. Though we were somewhat a stranger to each other, but by the strange of nature, I could still be the one who caught you when you fell, and you could still be my source of happiness in my dull and boring life. Don't you think that those were proof enough ?"
"Hn."
Yuto smiled as he turned around to find his blushing boyfriend.
"We're connected by our hearts, Yama-chan. No matter how far we were separated, we will always be able to find each other."
***
"Finally decided that you're tired being under the spotlight, idol boy ?"
Yuto growled as he slumped down into one of the chair in front of the bar.
"Lend me a room for a night, please."
The coffee master laughed crisply as he shook his head.
"Yeah, yeah. I kept your old room just as it was. No changes whatsoever."
"Thanks."
Yuto then proceeded to stand and is about to get upstairs to his old room before Yabu stopped him.
"Ah, forgot to tell you that you have a neighbour. Namely Yaotome Hikaru. Be nice with each other, okay ? I heard that this Hikaru boy is a band boy. So I think you two have things in common."
Mumbling an incoherent answer, Yuto continue his way upstairs.
***
Yuto smiled contendedly. As expected, having a morning jog in a rural area was refreshing. Placing his earphone, Yuto played his favourite playlist on his music player before he started his morning routine. Glancing right and left as he ran, Yuto felt freshened by the familiar scenery he'd longed to see.
If only there was someone else running beside him...
Sighing, Yuto make a small turn and decided to have a little rest at the park nearby. Seating himself down on the wooden bench, Yuto took his water bottle and gulped down the mineral drink. Leaning back, Yuto then closed his eyes and let the nature lull his tired body.
Only to be snatched rather harshly a moment later.
Unplugging the earphone from his ears, Yuto turned around and was ready to face his offender. But he was stopped at the sight of a familiar figure stood close.
"Okamoto-kun ?" Yuto called out in disbelief. He frowned at the unusual aura erupting from the usually calm and composed boy. Today, for some unknown reasons, the boy just looked, furious.
"What the hell are you doing here ?" The other man hissed angrily with venom filled his voice.
"I, came for a visit. Why ? What happened ?" Yuto asked curiously.
Keito pushed Yuto away, make the clueless man fell to the ground. "You've caused too many misery Nakajima. You're no longer accepted here." He then turned around and walked away. "And if you expected that you'll come across Ryosuke somehow if you were to stay longer, then keep on dreaming. If I were you, I will pack my things and return to the city running."
"Wait ! Wha-"
But before Yuto could pry for more, the man had fled away.
~~~To Be Continued~~~
Part 3
Author :
zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YamaJima
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary : Two boys, crossed paths in the name of fate, only to be separated once again by sheer greed.. As times past, a realization came.. But as they wanted to return, does fate still in their favour ?
Author's Note : Please ignore my sucky summary like usual~ The story was one which was heavily inspired by Ikimono Gakari's song, Aruite Ikou.. It was just so touching that I have to write this story.. Please think of this piece as Yuto's late birthday fic~ XDD
This is no a multi-chap.. It was originally a one-shot which was divided into parts since the original story was too long~
This is an AU story.. The present Yuto is 25 years old.. Please guess the others age..
And oh, I recommend you to listen to the song Aruite Ikou by Ikimono Gakari while reading~ XD
Next part will be the last part~
Previous parts :
Part 1 | Part 2 |
Aruite Ikou ~I Will Walk~
Part 3
Caressing the hard surface of the frame, Yuto could only stare at the picture longingly. It's a picture of him and Ryosuke in front of the latter's home just before he left. He stared intently at the smiling face of his beloved that he haven't met or call for years.
Taking a deep breath, Yuto lay down on his couch, with the picture held in front of his chest.
"I miss you, Yama-chan." He whispered to no one in particular. "Do you miss me ?"
Clutching the photoframe tighter, Yuto rolled to his side as flashes of memories rushed into his mind. All those times they spent together. The happy times, the sad times, the comforting times, the excruciating times, all those important times spent with him.
A weak chuckle escaped Yuto's mouth as he remembered those smiles, and tears, and just about everything of the one he ever truly loved that he wanted to always protect. That he wanted to always held close.
Closing his eyes, Yuto couldn't stopped the tears which began flowing his face. His silent sobs being the only sound filled his empty apartment.
"I miss you so much, Yama-chan."
***
"Here, Yuto-kun."
Yuto just stare at the small box on his hand with a questioning look on his face.
"What is it ?"
"It's a charm." Ryosuke answered softly. "So that you'll always be safe no matter what you do, wherever you are."
Opening the small box, Yuto found a plain silver bracelet with one small star pendant dangling on one side. It's almost identical with the star necklace he's wearing. The one he received from the same boy not so long ago.
"Thank you, for being my support when I was about to fall. I will never ever forget you, Yuto-kun."
Pulling the boy to his chest, Yuto could feel hot tears accumulating in the corner of his eyes.
"I love you, Yamada Ryosuke."
***
Taking a deep breath, Yuto smiled as the familiar air filled his lungs. Mouthing a small 'Yosh' to himself, Yuto dared himself to move forward. He hummed a rather catchy melody as he walked down the nostalgic path he remembered by heart. His bubble of anticipation filled his heart that he almost felt like it would burst anytime.
Finally reaching his destination, Yuto's smile turned into a frown at the sight of the usually well-treated and beautiful small house looked so deserted, and abandoned. Trying to push away any negative thoughts, he still proceeded to push the doorbell.
At the sound of a dull and cracked voice coming from inside the seemingly hollow place, it only assured the tall man that the house hasn't been used for quite sometimes.
Sighing, he retreated from the place and decided to ask around. Deciding to visit his old workplace, Yuto wasn't that surprised to see that his old mates were still around. He grinned as he walked closer and almost yell to greet the people. His old friends, had answered his greetings enthusiastically, but Yuto still could not shrugged the feeling that something was off.
"Oy, Takaki. Do you happen to know what had happened with Yama-chan's house ? It seemed like it wasn't occupied for quite sometimes. Do you know where he is now ?"
He watched how the expression of the man in front of him turned sour. Takaki fidgeted and stuttered something incoherent, and it kinda frustated Yuto out. Just as he was about to demand for a real answer, something -or someone to be precise- interrupted him.
"Nakajima-kun ?"
The called man turned and found Ryosuke's therapist coming closer.
"It'd been long." The man greeted politely.
"Inoo-kun." Yuto bowed to show his respect.
"How about we talk a bit in my office ? You must have a lot to share. I'm almost done here anyway." The man offered.
Glancing at the still fidgeting Takaki, Yuto sighed before nodding his head in approval. "It's a pleasure."
***
"I know what you wanted to know, but I have to say sorry that we all here could not provide you the answer."
Yuto frown at the weird tone Inoo used.
"Excuse me ?"
"It was Yamada-kun's personal request, that if you ever try to find him again someday, then we shall not tell you a word."
"Why ?" Yuto asked in a mix of confusion and a sense of betrayal.
The middle-aged man sighed as he leaned into his chair.
"Though I perfectly understand his reasonings, it's still not my place to speak it to you." Inoo commented softly. "All I can tell you is that, Yamada-kun once said, that if you two were really connected by your hearts, then you will always able to find him, even without anyone there to help you."
***
"Yuto-kun ?"
"Hmm ?"
"Do you really think that we're fated together ?"
A small chuckled came from Yuto.
"Why are you laughing ?" Yuto could almost hear the pout from the boy behind him.
"No, it's just-" Yuto chuckled once again. "I came here a year ago in hope to find a new life. And here, I found you. Though we were somewhat a stranger to each other, but by the strange of nature, I could still be the one who caught you when you fell, and you could still be my source of happiness in my dull and boring life. Don't you think that those were proof enough ?"
"Hn."
Yuto smiled as he turned around to find his blushing boyfriend.
"We're connected by our hearts, Yama-chan. No matter how far we were separated, we will always be able to find each other."
***
"Finally decided that you're tired being under the spotlight, idol boy ?"
Yuto growled as he slumped down into one of the chair in front of the bar.
"Lend me a room for a night, please."
The coffee master laughed crisply as he shook his head.
"Yeah, yeah. I kept your old room just as it was. No changes whatsoever."
"Thanks."
Yuto then proceeded to stand and is about to get upstairs to his old room before Yabu stopped him.
"Ah, forgot to tell you that you have a neighbour. Namely Yaotome Hikaru. Be nice with each other, okay ? I heard that this Hikaru boy is a band boy. So I think you two have things in common."
Mumbling an incoherent answer, Yuto continue his way upstairs.
***
Yuto smiled contendedly. As expected, having a morning jog in a rural area was refreshing. Placing his earphone, Yuto played his favourite playlist on his music player before he started his morning routine. Glancing right and left as he ran, Yuto felt freshened by the familiar scenery he'd longed to see.
If only there was someone else running beside him...
Sighing, Yuto make a small turn and decided to have a little rest at the park nearby. Seating himself down on the wooden bench, Yuto took his water bottle and gulped down the mineral drink. Leaning back, Yuto then closed his eyes and let the nature lull his tired body.
Only to be snatched rather harshly a moment later.
Unplugging the earphone from his ears, Yuto turned around and was ready to face his offender. But he was stopped at the sight of a familiar figure stood close.
"Okamoto-kun ?" Yuto called out in disbelief. He frowned at the unusual aura erupting from the usually calm and composed boy. Today, for some unknown reasons, the boy just looked, furious.
"What the hell are you doing here ?" The other man hissed angrily with venom filled his voice.
"I, came for a visit. Why ? What happened ?" Yuto asked curiously.
Keito pushed Yuto away, make the clueless man fell to the ground. "You've caused too many misery Nakajima. You're no longer accepted here." He then turned around and walked away. "And if you expected that you'll come across Ryosuke somehow if you were to stay longer, then keep on dreaming. If I were you, I will pack my things and return to the city running."
"Wait ! Wha-"
But before Yuto could pry for more, the man had fled away.
~~~To Be Continued~~~