Funeral Blues - W H Auden ( Read more... )

JULIET ( Read more... )

tonight was beautiful ( Read more... )

This time is spiralling down to a night I have to sit beneath burning stage lights for 3 and a half hours. 3 hours that are supposed to be cumulative of the past 12 years of my life. It's insulting to us, but a form of closer and discomfort. I prepared so much for this. It's coming sooner than I know and I can hardly imagine it. It'll be too real ( Read more... )

man, i am luck-ee.

whoo.

what a wonderful evening i had the other day, doing normal things no less. i am one mean hot cocoa-making machine. i love bobo.

You know what?

I really am happy.

I won't spoil that with psychobabble now.

I feel incredible ( Read more... )

they say time heals all wounds, we'll see ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to do

no answers.

cage says oh me oh my

i remember frida night, how perfect. cold night and starry -eyed. hurry now. don't be left behind.

so i thought i could keep everything together. together. like the strong, the proud.

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