Yeah, losing it is never something I think anyone wants to go through... I hope that today will at least cause those you work with to treat you better and don't get all weird about the whole thing. And far better to cry in private to let it all out instead of those dratted tears leaking out in public! (I too really hate crying in front of people.)
Hmm...I had no idea such an organization existed. Seems a good thing to plaster on your front door to keep proselytizers at bay.
I don't think they're going to be weird about it, and I'm fairly certain a single someone is going to be a little cautious around me for a while. I think this is the first time since I've ever worked here that I flat out lost it and was screaming and yelling right at her before bolting up to the powers that be and freaking out on them, as well. It was a full on melt down. They now know which button to NOT push, though, and what I"m most sensitive about. I can take a lot and put up with a lot, but that . . . . No.
*laughs* I was thinking along the lines of trying to ward off Jehova Witnesses. Nice people, but scary when they stalk your around the library while you're trying to work (that was several years ago). Not exactly someone I want to show up at my doorstep.
It's a long, twisted story, and one that I can't really post until I hopefully find a new job, though I guess if I lock down my journal I can. Problem is, I can't really talk/write/or think about what happened without shaking, crying, and generally dissolving into a puddle.
I sorry the delay, I also had suffered some pushes on my "red button" these days. However, I give you my support. I know what means when people does such things so careless. Crying in front of others because such thing is not fun. Hope you feel better now.
*hugs* I saw your post earlier, too, and that was a REALLY shitty thing that they did to you. You have my support always, and I'm keeping my fingers crossed that you find a job that will let you shine like the wonderful person you are.
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Hmm...I had no idea such an organization existed. Seems a good thing to plaster on your front door to keep proselytizers at bay.
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*laughs* I was thinking along the lines of trying to ward off Jehova Witnesses. Nice people, but scary when they stalk your around the library while you're trying to work (that was several years ago). Not exactly someone I want to show up at my doorstep.
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Which, quite honestly, pisses me off. *sigh*
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Hope you feel better now.
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*hug hug*
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