Terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.
I broke at work today, mentally, emotionally, and now I'm physically exhausted.
Long story, but one that's been brewing for two years or so. Unfortunately, a VERY large red button of mine was pushed extremely hard today, and out of all of the buttons I have, it's the only one that will send me into an uncontrollable rage followed by uncontrollable hysterics.
Yep, sobbing, the works.
Thankfully the guy I was screaming, "I quit!" at decided to not hear that part of everything else I was sobbing out.
Not a good day, and now I'm just . . . numb. Still crying on and off (and those who know me personally know that I HAAAAAAATE to do that) and have reached a point where I kind of don't care anymore.
Sad.
In other news, I'm joining this. It just . . . it describes me and my thoughts about religion without being disrespectful. And if it IS disrespectful to anyone, I apologize
Long story, but one that's been brewing for two years or so. Unfortunately, a VERY large red button of mine was pushed extremely hard today, and out of all of the buttons I have, it's the only one that will send me into an uncontrollable rage followed by uncontrollable hysterics.
Yep, sobbing, the works.
Thankfully the guy I was screaming, "I quit!" at decided to not hear that part of everything else I was sobbing out.
Not a good day, and now I'm just . . . numb. Still crying on and off (and those who know me personally know that I HAAAAAAATE to do that) and have reached a point where I kind of don't care anymore.
Sad.
In other news, I'm joining this. It just . . . it describes me and my thoughts about religion without being disrespectful. And if it IS disrespectful to anyone, I apologize