Drown out your misery with 4am smokeouts. Fall asleep not knowing anything and waking up with no recollection. A lifestyle, now a way of life. A fork in the road leads to different paths, but neither are easy. Patience is the best remedy for every trouble. I was surprised to see that when I opened my fortune cookie today. I felt like it was a ( Read more... )

I slacked off too much in school, so that sucks. I know I could've done better but I let stupid, unimportant people and things get in the way. This is suppose to be something that I have control of, well because this is my life. So what does it matter what you say or do to me. I shouldnt care. Your not important to me anymore. This isnt ( Read more... )

yessss 18.

So these past few weeks have been stressful, but I'm getting through them alright. Many unexplained stories and events had happened, but the intentions are so obvious. It made me cry to hear your mother say those things to me on the phone yesterday. You are so selfish. I am missing my own prom, because you chosed not to come home on time. I waited ( Read more... )

Today was senior skip day. I left after second period and stopped by Brittney's. I felt like I needed this time to refresh. Things between evan and I have gotten worse, yes really, like it could even get worse. The past is constantly being brought up, so its impossible to make it work. Finally, were giving up ( Read more... )

what the hell is going on

The clock is ticking and I'm so stubbourn.

So beer doesnt make me throw up anymore and I really dont care to hear your fgkjghjkhjmklf

I've never been so happy. This weekend was awesome. I love Nate having an apartment. I have a new purse.

I kept myself occupied with school and working so that I wont have to remember how inconsiderate you fucking are.