Title: Our Promise
Author: Me [natsu]
Genre: romance? fluff? angst?
rating: PG
pairing: YamadaxYuto
Summary: Yamada became Yuto's brother..... let's just skip the summary... >.< it's hard to make one... -.-
A/N : thanks to
ryosuke_dream for the title.... and this is for
seyuto because she's the one who requested the fic.. xDD
Yamada’s POV:
Popularity is my twin. Wherever I go, girls’ eyes follow me. I’m not boasting but I’m too pretty to be a boy. Girls come after me not only because of my face but also because of my money. I’m rich and I have the power to do anything. Our family is number one when it comes to business world in Japan. but i'm not the type of person who is boastful and spend money as long as i want. To tell you the truth, I was raised in a different family. My mother’s parents threw me away only leaving necklace carved with Y. Ryosuke on it. they thought it’s the right thing to do. Throwing me away since my father didn’t even know that my mom is pregnant.
A married couple with only one son saw me near in their house. They said I have a very charming smile that they can’t take leaving me there outside and so they took me in. they were fond of me and even their son. They finally processed everything about adoption and I became Nakajima Ryosuke. They took my name from my necklace and since that day on, the necklace is always with me. Their son, Nakajima Yuto is my big brother. He’s 6 years older than I am. He’s a very kind big brother to me because he treats me like his own brother. We grew up together and I was used that he’ll be there everyday for me. I love him so much. I really, really love him.
But I got separated to him. when I was 10, a man came to our house and introduced himself as Yamada Nao. Me and yu-nii are hiding in the kitchen, sitting in the floor, listening to their conversation. But I don’t understand a thing. then I heard my nii-chan sobbing and I panicked.
“Nii-chan, nii-chan, why are you crying?” I asked him. I have a squeaky voice back then.
“Nii-chan just thinks, what if Ryo-chan is going away?” nii-chan said still sobbing.
“I won’t leave nii-chan!” I told him. “I love nii-chan the most so I won’t leave nii-chan!” I insisted.
“I love Ryo-chan the most and I won’t be able to take it if ryo-chan will leave nii-chan.” he old me while patting my head. It was a very comfortable feeling when he patted my head.
I’m still a kid back then and I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m only doing the thing that I think, that can make nii-chan stop crying. I kissed him right on the lips, but I swear it’s only because I want to let nii-chan know that I really do love him so I won’t leave him. I pulled away and smiled at him with a very wide smile. “I promise nii-chan! I won’t leave you!” nii-chan nodded and smiled at me. it’s not the first time I kissed nii-chan but to tell the truth, it’s the longest one since most are only pecks.
I broke my promise to nii-chan when men in black went to our house when I was 13. And when I asked nii-chan what’s happening, I saw him carrying a luggage. I asked him where is he going but he didn’t answered. Instead he asked permission if we can go out for a while but we won’t take long and we’ll be back right away.
Nii-chan gave the luggage to the men in black and held my hand and dragged me to the park where we always play. I saw tears coming out from nii-chan’s eyes and that made me wants to cry too. Nii-chan made me sat on the swing and he knelt down infront of me. he took a necklace out from his pocket and put it on me. he said that it’s the only necklace in the world since our name is carved in there. And when I looked at it, I can see “Ryosuke♥Yuto” in a ring necklace. Then, he kissed me, nii-chan kissed me. it’s not the first time, but it’s the first time I felt something weird when nii-chan kissed me. my heart keeps beating faster. when nii-chan pulled away. He told me how much he loves me. and I told him that I love him too. But I considered that sibling’s love only.
We went back to the house only for nii-chan to give me in those men in black.
“nii-chan, why are you giving me to them? Kaa-san! To-san!” I asked but nii-chan didn’t answer. Neither of them answered. I looked at my parents and they cried seeing me.
“Ryo-chan, I’m not your nii-chan.” nii-chan told me., cupping my face with his hands. But of course, I didn’t believe him that time. I cried when I saw him crying hard.
“No! I’m your brother, right? Right, nii-chan?” I asked him again but he only looked away. The men in black put me inside the car. They’re so strong that I can’t get out from their grip. I called nii-chan many times to help me but he didn’t do anything. When I was inside the car, they immediately started the engine. I cried calling for them to get me back but they didn’t. I opened the window car and I called nii-chan while the men are still holding my hands. “NII-CHAN!!!” I called but the only reply I got from him is “I love you”.
When I woke up from my sleep, I’m already in a bed in a very large room. and that’s where I found a woman sleeping on the chair with her head on the bed while her hands are on mine. When she woke up, she hugged me tightly. And that’s when I knew she’s my real mother. She told me everything what happened. And she told me not to get angry at the Nakajima Family since they didn’t do anything wrong. She’s really gentle. She told me, she’ll do anything until I can accept her as my mother. Then a mand, went inside and I recognize him as yamada nao. He’s my father. And the same as my mom, he’s willing to wait until I can accept everything. and they changed my name from Nakajima Ryosuke to Yamada Ryosuke.
5 months had passed when everything seems normal already, I went to to nii-chan’s family to visit them but an empty house greeted me. the neighbor said that nakajima family moved already since along time ago. Nii-chan left me. they left me.
Thinking about the past makes me cry. It still hurts not seeing nii-chan, now that I realized that I love him in a different way. I hope everyday that fate will connect us and will meet one day while walking in the streets of Tokyo.
I’m going to be a 3rd year high school student in heisei academy. I have my bestfriends, Chinen Yuri Morimoto Ryutaro. And they said our homeroom teacher is the new hired teacher. I hope my 3rd year life will be memorable.
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Yuto’s POV:
When I was 6, my mom went home with a basket in her hand. I immediately lowered her hands to see what’s inside the basket because I’m expecting it will be lots of mangoes. But what I saw was a cute little angel sleeping peacefully.
“Kaa-san, since when did I have a little sister?” I asked mom and she chuckled when I said, “sister”.
“Yuto dear, he’ll be your new brother okay?” that’s what she told me and I was really happy when she said I have a new brother! I love my little brother, really. I’m the one who always look after him. if he’s sleeping in the crib, then I’ll place the futon and sleep there beside the crib. When my mom was done on processing adoption papers, my little brother became Nakajima Ryosuke. And by the way, I’m Nakajima Yuto. I’m the one who awaits for him to grow up that’s why I’m always there beside him. and I’m always the happiest when he’ll say that he loves me and will peck on my lips or he’ll hug me so tight.
But I can’t just get it why Ryo-chan needs to go far from me. a man with a name Yamada nao went to our house when I was 16. He talked to mom and dad and I and Ryo-chan are listening from the kitchen. Ryo-chan who didn’t understand what the man is saying gave me a confused look when he saw me crying. Yeah, I cried. Who wouldn’t cry when you knew that you’re little brother is not your little brother. And to the fact that you’ll know he’ll get separated from you?
“Nii-chan, nii-chan, why are you crying?” he asked me worriedly. He’s about to cry too.
“Nii-chan just thinks, what if Ryo-chan is going away?” I told him while wiping my tears away but I still can’t help but sob.
“I won’t leave nii-chan!” he told me. “I love nii-chan the most so I won’t leave nii-chan!” he insisted.
“I love Ryo-chan the most and I won’t be able to take it if ryo-chan will leave nii-chan.” I told him and it’s true. I really do love Ryo-chan. before I thought that having a crush on your younger brother is weird. Then one of the things that he always does didn’t surprise me at all. He landed his lips on mine. But the thing that surprised me is because you can’t consider it as a peck in the lips, because it’s long so it can be counted as a kiss.
“I promise nii-chan! I won’t leave you!” he promised to me. I nodded and smiled at him while wiping my tears away. But I really do hope they won’t take ryo-chan away from me.
But after 3 years, they arrived again and there are several men in black. I took the luggage my mom prepared last night from mine and ryo-chan’s room.
“Nii-chan, what’s happening?” he asked me but I didn’t reply to him and he saw me carrying a luggage. “Nii-chan where are you going?” I didn’t replied again. instead I asked mom if I can take ryo-chan out for a while but I promised we won’t take long. Kaa-san nodded and I gave the luggage to those men and dragged ryo-chan to the park where we always play. I can’t stop my tears from flowing.
When we arrived at the park, I made him sit in the swing and I knelt down in front of him. I didn’t waste any seconds and pulled out a necklace out from my pocket. Since the day I knew Ryo-chan is going to leave us, I secretly saved money only to give him a necklace with ring as a pendant. I carved “Ryosuke♥Yuto” on it so it’s the only necklace in the world. That’s what I told him. then I kissed him. simply because I won’t taste his strawberry flavored lips anymore because he won’t be with us anymore. I told him how much I love him. and he told me that he loves me too. But I know, he loves me only because I’m his nii-chan and not more than that.
I held his hand and we went back to my house. But instead of bringing him inside, I gave him to those men in black. I saw his confused look. He asked me why am I giving them to him. he called my mom and dad but neither of us answered. I cupped his face and I gathered my courage and told him that I’m not his real nii-chan. my tears started to flow and I saw him crying. It pains me to see him like that. He insisted that I’m his brother but I only look away. The men in black put him inside the car and started the engine.. But before the car could move, I can hear ryo-chan calling me. I felt a knife being stabbed in my heart when the car is starting to move. I saw ryo-chan popping his head out of the window and called me again. “NII-CHAN!!!” I don’t know what to reply. instead I mouthed, “aishiteru…” to him. when I can’t see the car anymore, i mumbled, “please don’t go.” My mom and dad hugged me tight. They know how hurt I am when ryo-chan leaves. I cried myself out.
We packed our stuffs. All are ready. Luggage, check, passport, check. We’re going to America. I’m going to continue my studies there. It’s been a week already since ryo-chan left and the room feels empty, the house is not lively anymore.
I closed my room’s door only bringing the memories I had with ryo-chan. I went inside our car, and the engine started. Mom and dad are beside me. before going to the airport, we stopped in front of ryo-chan’s house. I spotted him immediately in one of the rooms in the 2nd floor of house. He’s sitting at the veranda with his head down. I bet he’s lonely too. I told my mom to go already and I waved goodbye to ryo-chan even though I knew he won’t see me.
5 years had passed and I lived peacefully in America. Many girls are running after me but I only have one person in my heart and it’s ryo-chan. I became a teacher and I planned to go back in Japan since I want my first work to be there.
And here I am in japan now. I missed how Japan’s breeze feels. I went directly to a certain school who’s in need of teacher. I sent in my resume, I got interviewed and after few days I got accepted. I lived again in our old house. My mom and dad stayed in America and I got a new brother. He’s Raiya.
Spring comes and my first day of teaching will start. I became a homeroom teacher for the 3rd year students of Heisei Academy. Students thought I’m a new transfer student because despite of my age, I still look like a high school student. I went inside the faculty office and greeted the teachers there only to fidn my two best friends, inoo and Yabu teaching there too. They gave me the list of my students and I looked at them one by one. But the person who caught my attention the most is the student, “Yamada Ryosuke”. I smiled sheepishly because maybe, just maybe we were really destined to be with each other. This is the first time that I felt so excited in my whole life. I’ll be able to meet him again. I’m going to see him again. I can talk to him again. and I’ll make sure he’s going to be mine.
~~OWARI~~
A/N: i dunno if this is fail or not... ^^" sey said it's good.. but sometimes i don't trust my own skills... ^^"
i dunno if i'll made a sequel or not... xDD
also.. i got lots of errors there.. i spotted earlier that i wrote, "who's" instead of "whose"... i didn't double checked that's why... ^^"
comments are loved~ ♥