Nameless Ties [end]
Title Nameless Ties
Author yutorin04
Rating: PG-13
word count: 4,988
Pairing: Chiitaro, !slight yamajima, !friendship okachii, !friendship Okamori
Summary: Chinen finally realized about his feelings towards Ryutaro... but Ryutaro wants to give up his love on Chinen because of a little misunderstanding.
A/N: first of all, i want to thank pink_stitchy for allowing me to make the sequel of Nameless Ties.... to read the 1st part, click this by he way, i think, this is a fail.. >.<. also, i borrowed your photo.. hihi... xD
photo from pink_stitchy ^^
enjoy reading!
Chinen woke up from his sleep when he heard a crashing sound like something broke. He looked at his left and found no one there and he concluded that his cousin is already making breakfast for them. It’s been 2 months already since he and Yuto broke up. Sometimes, it’s Chinen who will ask Yamada and Yuto to hang out together but he will always drag Ryutaro with him.
No, Chinen is not hurt whenever he sees Yuto and Yamada together. In fact, he’s happy. He’s happy that his best friend is happy. Yamada did a lot of things for him already and the only way to pay it is to give Yuto to him since Yuto didn’t love him the way he did. For 2 months, Chinen is searching for a new love. But, always, always, he’ll compare them to Yuto. Every time he thinks, he found one already. he’ll rush to his cousin’s apartment, talk to him about the new guy and ending up comparing to Yuto until he don’t like him anymore then he’s going to sleep over.
Chinen got up from his cousin’s bed and proceeded to the kitchen only to find his cousin sweeping the glass that he broke. “Ohayou, Ryu-chan.” he greeted him.
“Ohayou Chii.” Ryutaro, his much loved cousin is currently throwing the broken pieces of glasses in the trash bin. He’s wearing a plain white shirt, sports pants and a hamster apron. Chinen giggled at his cousin‘s look and the latter knew exactly why chinen is giggling. “Chii, don’t laugh. I got no choice but to wear this. You threw my aprons because you want me to wear this childish hamster apron.” He took off his apron since he’s done with the cooking already and placed the food on the table.
Chinen went closer to him and said, “it suits you well,” and giggled again. Ryutaro just rolled his eyes as he pulled the chair for Chinen to sit. He heard the latter saying thanks to him then went to the other side of the table to sit. “ittadakimasu~” both of them said and started digging in, in their food. After taking a spoonful of soup, chinen complimented Ryutaro’s cooking. “Sasuga ne~ Ryu-chan’s cooking is the best! I really love Ryu-chan’s cooking!” and ate again.
Just those simple words can make Ryutaro happy. He’s happy to see Chinen happy. But sometimes, he has this urge to tell chinen what he really feel about him. not just a mere “cousin” love but the other love. but Ryutaro always stops himself from doing so. He’s already contented with the relationship they have and he don’t want to break it just because of his one-sided love.
It was one of those weeks where Ryutaro is getting annoyed by his classmates. They got this class project in computer graphics but they want Ryutaro to do it since he’s the one who’s good at it. Ryutaro refused at first but he gave in since his classmates involved Chinen already.
He made the graphics design for a week and when he’s nearly finished, a bug went inside his laptop and suddenly shut down. He opened it again and found his design deleted. He opened all folders in his laptop but he can’t find any. It’s needed to be passed on 3 days time and it happened. He slammed the table where he puts his laptop at the same time, someone opened his door and looked at the person who’s currently taking off his shoes and putting in the indoor shoes.
He looks back at his laptop and start doing their graphic design again. “Ryu-chan…” he heard Chinen called him but he’s too annoyed on his laptop that he didn’t bother to reply to Chinen. “Ryu-chan…” he called again.
“What?” Ryutaro replied coldly. Chinen sensed it and kept silent. He went directly to the kitchen to make 2 cups of hot choco. After making it, he put one cup at the table beside Ryutaro and the other one is for him. he waited for Ryutaro to finish on what he was doing and because of too much waiting, he fell asleep.
Ryutaro took a break first from his graphic design and took a sip of his previous hot choco now became warm choco. He looked for the latter only to find him sleeping in the couch. He stood up and smiled as approaching the latter.
“Chii… wake up…” he called him but he got no response. He cupped Chinen’s body and brought him to his room. upon arriving to his room, he put him down in his bed gently and cover chinen with his blanket. “Ryu-chan…” he heard him talked in his sleep that makes him blush a little.
“Sleep well, Chinen… I love you, remember that.” Ryutaro whispered to Chinen sweetly and went out of the room without noticing that the latter opened his eyes, palmed his face, pinch and rub his cheeks since he feels his cheeks getting warm and clenched his chest where his heart is, as he feels his heart beating faster. That’s only his usual “I love you”, right? Then why? He buried his face in the pillow and force himself to sleep but Ryutaro’s words keeps ringing in his head.
~~
Luckily, Ryutaro finished it on time. He passed the graphic design and was given full marks by their professor. When he was about to go out their classroom someone halted him and obviously, it’s one of his classmates and specifically, their class president, Okamoto Keito. “to give thanks to you, I’ll treat you to lunch.” Without any word from Ryutaro, Keito dragged him to the cafeteria and ordered their lunch.
Chinen, Yamada, and Yuto entered the cafeteria to eat their lunch when Chinen spotted Ryutaro instantly in one of the tables. He was about to approach Ryutaro and call him when he saw someone putting a tray in Ryutaro’s table, gave Ryutaro a lunch and sat across him. Chinen just stood there with widen eyes since he can’t believe that Ryutaro is eating lunch with some other person. He saw Ryutaro talking at that certain person then he saw Ryutaro smile and that only means, that person already entered Ryutaro’s world. Even Yamada took 2 years for Ryutaro to talk back to him.
One day, Chinen is visiting Ryutaro bringing spaghetti for the latter that he personally made since it’s the only dish he can cook. He’s already standing outside Ryutaro’s door and his hand is only centimeters away from the doorknob when he heard Ryutaro laughed. He quickly opened the door only to find unfamiliar shoes. Chinen frowned, took off his shoes and called Ryutaro.
“Ryu-chan?” he peeked at the living room and found Ryutaro and another person playing games.
“Chii, konnichiwa. What brings you here?” Ryutaro said still eyes on the tv. The other guy looked up and said, “konnichiwa, Chinen-senpai. Okamoto Keito desu.” Keito introduced himself. Ryutaro tapped Keito’s shoulder and said, “Oi, Keito. Focus on the game, you’ll die soon.” And with that, Keito continued playing. Chinen just watched the two having fun but Chinen feels a little bit hurt but he don’t know why.
When the game ended, Ryutaro rejoiced since he won the game and Keito earned a flick in his forehead 3 times. “Done already?” Chinen asked Ryutaro.
Ryutaro smiled widely and said, “Yep. And it’s really a good game. You should try it too Chii.”
“No, thanks. By the way, mom wants to give you this. She said you haven’t eaten her spaghetti for months already.” he gave Ryutaro the spaghetti he brought and stood up from the couch. “that’s all. I need to go now. I have to meet Yamada. Have fun playing.” Ryutaro just stood there looking at Chinen as he leave and as he was about to stop Chinen from going, Chinen already slammed the door close on his face. Ryutaro knew something’s not right with Chinen.
“is Chinen-senpai okay? He seems not in a good mood.” Keito asked Ryutaro.
“I don’t know. He’s not usually like that.” He scratched the back of his head then put the spaghetti in the table, opened the bento box with spaghetti on it and took two plates and fork. He gave the other plate to Keito and not to long, they started to eat the spaghetti. When Ryutaro ate the forkful of spaghetti, he sighed murmured. “Chii baka. it’s your cooking, why do you need to lie?”
After eating, Ryutaro decided to buy the game that’s the same with Keito. They went to the game shop and bought it. After buying it, Keito went home and when Ryutaro was about to go home too, he saw Yamada walking out of a shop but it’s Yuto who’s tailing him and there’s no Chinen. When Yamada noticed him, Yamada greeted him. Ryutaro greeted him back and asked if where’s chinen. Though Yamada was surprised that Ryutaro talked to him but it’s about Chinen so he really did talk to him.
“Chinen? we don’t have any plans today. He said he’s busy so he can’t hang out with me today.” The answer that he got from Yamada. He then said thanks and went to chinen’s house.
Upon arriving at chinen’s house, he rang the doorbell and his auntie opened the gate for him.
“Ryutaro? What brings you here? Did Yuri forget something that’s why he asked you to get it?” Chinen's mother asked.
“Eh? Chii’s not here?” Ryutaro asked in confusion.
Chinen’s mother asked, “you haven’t met him yet? He told me he’s going to have a sleepover in your apartment.”
“maybe he stopped by at Yamada.” Ryutaro told her even though he knows Chinen is not with Yamada. “I’ll get going, baa-chan. maybe chii’s at home already.” when Ryutaro can’t be seen already, Chinen’s mother just sighed and looked at the window in the room above. There, Chinen is standing and his mom just shook her head. She didn’t know what happened between them.
Ryutaro went back to his apartment and kept thinking about Chinen’s actions.
~~**~~
One afternoon, when Keito went out from the school building, Chinen approached him and introduced his self properly. “Okamoto-san!” he called him.
“Chinen-senpai?” the latter asked.
“I didn’t introduced myself properly so…” Chinen held out his hand and said, “Chinen Yuri desu, yoroshiku ne.” then smiled at him.
Keito gladly took Chinen’s hand and shook it, “Okamoto Keito, yoroshiku onegaishimasu, senpai.” Keito bowed at him then smiled.
“Okamoto-san, let’s walk home together. I got lots of questions to ask you.” Chinen asked him and smiled cutely. “Sure,” the latter replied then Chinen started walking and Keito walked beside him. they didn’t know, Ryutaro is watching both of them.
~~**~~
That night, Chinen is having his sleepover again at Ryutaro’s house. Both of them are already lying down on the bed. It was quiet at first but chinen broke the atmosphere when he talks about Keito.
“Ne Ryu-chan,” Chinen tugged Ryutaro’s sleeves. “Okamoto-san is really cool, ne? he came from England that means, he’s good at English. He’s also good at Korean and Spanish. He’s good at video games, and he knows how to play soccer and basketball, also he plays guitar and piano! He’s really great, ne? ne?” Chinen keeps tugging Ryutaro’s shirt then Ryutaro looked at him.
“Un, he’s great.” Ryutaro answered him blankly.
“Eh??? You’re no fun, Ryu-chan. you’re his friend, right? You should compliment him too.” Chinen pouted.
“do you want me to say,” he turned to chinen, and chinen’s jaw dropped when Ryutaro started to say this, “Chii, Chii, Keito is sooooo cool. He can play guitar, piano and he’s even good playing soccer and basketball!! Ne, ne, he’s soo cool right?” he said it childishly and cutely just how like Chinen talk. “do you want me to say those kind of stuff?” he told him in a straight face and from his voice Chinen can sensed he’s disgusted with what he did.
Chinen laughed as hard as he can and punch Ryutaro lightly. “Ryu-chan! do it again! it’s soooo cute!!” he pinched the latter’s cheeks. Ryutaro swatted away Chinen’s hand hinting that he’s annoyed then Chinen curled his fist and backed away. He turned, his back is facing Ryutaro. “Oyasumi, Ryu-chan.”
Ryutaro didn’t say anything and Chinen is holding back his tears because it’s the first time that Ryutaro acted that way. Well, not really the first but he felt hurt when Ryutaro swatted his hands away since before Ryutaro will just let Chinen pinch his cheeks as long as he want without complaining.
Ryutaro smiled on the way chinen acted and he knows Chinen is on the verge of crying. Well, sometimes he likes to tease Chinen too but sometimes, his teasing is real. He leaned closer to Chinen and when he heard the stable breath of Chinen, indicating the latter’s asleep already, he kissed the latter’s forehead saying, “Goodnight, Chii…” and went to sleep. But his mind is full of questions though not really full since he’s only thinking if… if Chinen likes Keito or not?
~~**~~
The following week is kinda the same. Chinen sticks to Keito and Ryutaro and he even left Yamada and Yuto during lunch just to eat with Keito and Ryu. Then when going home, Chinen will wait for the two or Keito and Ryu will wait for him because if they won’t, Chinen will get mad for sure.
It’s Saturday and Ryu went out to shop some groceries since he ran out of stocks especially the gyoza. When he got back to his apartment, he saw his lights were turned on and when he reached for the door knob, the door is open. Entering the house, he saw 2 familiar shoes and it’s no other than Chinen and Keito’s shoes. Ryutaro found both of them playing video games in his living room. The 2 didn’t even notice that Ryutaro arrived home already and because of that, Ryutaro just went directly to the kitchen and put the things he bought in their designated places.
From the kitchen, Ryutaro looked at the two playing happily. He again thought about Chinen having feelings to Keito that’s why he became close to him. He thinks, about Chinen’s happiness again. He’s willing to give up his love for the 2nd time if Chinen really chose Keito to be his boyfriend. He know he’ll hurt himself again but if it’s for Chinen, the word “hurt” doesn’t exists in his dictionary.
Ryutaro heard Chinen squealing that he won over Keito and when the 2 finally noticed Ryutaro, Chinen hopped towards Ryutaro and asked, “Ryu-chan, since when did you came back?”
“just a while ago. You seem having fun playing so I didn’t disturb you.” Ryutaro took some Gyoza and heated the pan.
“I won over Keito… hihi~” chinen made a peace sign and Ryutaro smiled at Chinen’s cuteness. “You want to play too, Ryu-chan?” chinen asked then Keito went beside Chinen and whispered something that made chinen giggled.
“ah no, I’m going to cook some lunch for us.” Ryutaro declined and started to pour some oil on the pan.
“If you say so…” Chinen whistled and Arashi song while going back in front of the television to play another game.
“Do you want a help?” Keito offered.
“no, I’m okay here. It’s only a simple dish, don’t worry. Go on and play with Chii.” Ryutaro smiled and Keito went to Chinen. He started to cook Chinen’s favorite food and as he was cooking he thought, if you’re going to be happy with Keito, then I’ll be happy for you. Though I always restrain myself from telling you my feelings, I still know that even though I keep saying that I love you, you’ll still take it as your cousin’s love. Even if I kiss you, you’ll still take it as a cousin’s kiss. No matter how many times I hug you, you’ll still consider it as the everyday hug that you got from me. If it’s only like that, it’s better to forget the feelings that I have for you since “hurt” seems to be written in my dictionary already. but, is it even possible to erase this feelings that I have for you?
~~**~~
2 months had passed and Chinen got even closer to Keito. Chinen even started calling Keito by his first name and not the usual, “Okamoto-san”. Based from Ryutaro’s observation, he thought the 2 are dating already but Keito said they don’t. Ryutaro still have a doubt about it until he found a proof.
He went to the school library on Saturday. He needs some books for his Chemistry report since his professor suggested a book from the library. He was passing by some bookshelves when Ryutaro thought he saw someone familiar. He went back and saw Keito leaning fast at the small figure in front of him and on the split seconds, he was kissing the person in front of him.
Keito saw Ryutaro with wide eyes and pulled back. “Ryutaro…” Keito said in utter shock and the person in front of him looked at his back. “Ryu-chan…” that person is no other than Chinen. “Ryu-chan… anou… it’s not like that…” Chinen is trying to explain something but he heard Ryutaro clapped. It’s not the usual Ryutaro who will hear everything from Chinen.
“You both are good actors, ne? why did you hide your relationship to me? You always tell me that you’re not in that kind of relationship? Especially you Chii, you hid it from me, you always know your COUSIN is always willing to listen everything from you.” He went closer to them and tapped Keito’s shoulder, “Take care of my precious COUSIN , Keito. Don’t spoil him too much but he likes to be spoiled.” He gave him a tip.
“But Ryu-“ Keito wanted to speak but Ryutaro cut him off by placing his index finger to Keito’s mouth to shut him off. He took his hands from Keito, cupped Chinen’s face and kissed his forehead, “It’s great that you found a new love Chii, hope you’ll be happy again. always remember, I, YOUR COUSIN , will always be here for you. No matter what happens.” He turned his back immediately not seeing the tears falling from Chinen’s eyes. He waved his hands and said, “I approve your relationship. Hope both of you will be happy and your relationship will last long.” He walked away and when he reached the door of the library, he started to run forgetting the books he needs.
On the other hand, Keito and Chinen just stood in their place struck dumbfounded. Keito hurriedly looked at the crying Chinen and apologized. “Chinen-senpai, I’m really sorry I didn’t mean to…” guilt can be heard from his voice. Chinen looked at him and smiled despite of the hurt that he felt and the tears streaming from his eyes. “It’s okay Keito… at least I know how Ryu-chan felt towards me. For him…” he stopped and started to cry harder, “For him… I’m only his cousin… and nothing else…” Keito hugged the smaller boy tightly.
“No Chinen-senpai, Ryutaro likes you, I know that. Not in a cousin way but the different 'like'. ” Keito assured him. but Chinen shook his head.
“No, Keito. You heard from Ryu-chan that even though he misunderstood us, he still approve us being in a relationship. It’s proven already Keito. Ryu-chan doesn’t love me like how I love him…” he clenched his fist on keito’s shirt and buried his face on the latter’s chest. They stayed like that until Chinen stopped crying. Keito sent Chinen home and wants to stay at Chinen’s house since his mom is away because of a sudden business purposes but Chinen said he’s okay and he’ll call Yamada to stay over. Keito is unsure about that but finally gave in since he’s the one who called Yamada to make sure that Yamada will stay at Chinen’s house. He left when Yamada arrived and went directly to Ryutaro’s apartment but he’s not there. He sighed and knocked his head twice because of the mess that he made.
~~**~~
“Chii… don’t cry anymore…” Yamada hugged his best friend tightly to stop the latter from crying.
“I don’t know what to do anymore Yama-chan… I only got close to Keito since Ryu-chan opened his world to someone else. Not… not that because I’m being selfish but I think I’m really being selfish since I only want Ryu-chan to open his world only to me. Not that I don’t want him to talk to you, but you’re an exemption Yama-chan since you’re my best friend and Ryu-chan talked to you after 2 years. But seeing him laughing with Keito whom he knew just because they were classmates, I’m afraid to lose him.” Chinen cried hugging his hamster plushie while Yamada is hugging him.
“And why are you afraid to lose him, Chii?” Yamada asked him though he knew the answer already.
“I love him Yama-chan… I just noticed that I love him months ago. Maybe that’s why I can’t stand losing him, I don’t like it whenever he’s not beside me and even in the past where Yuto and I are in a relationship, Ryu-chan is much more important than him… but… but it’s no use anymore… he… he doesn’t… he doesn’t like me back… and all this time, I thought he have the same feelings as mine and I really got it wrong and ended up hurting myself.” Chinen said between his sobs. Yamada let Chinen tell him everything that happened until the latter fell asleep. Yamada looked at his best friend and wipe the tears that kept flowing from Chinen’s eyes. He felt sorry for his best friend that he experienced much more hurt than what he had experienced. he tried to call Ryutaro but the latter don’t answer his phone. He knows he need to do something about this but even Ryutaro won’t speak to him.
~**~
A week had passed and Keito went back to England because of an urgent matter. Even though he don’t want to leave the problem unsolved, but he can’t do anything since it’s his father’s orders. Only Chinen sent him to the airport since Ryutaro and he don’t talk at school.
“I’m really sorry, Chinen-senpai for creating this mess.” Keito bowed his head down.
“Iie, it’s okay, Keito, really.” Chinen tapped his shoulder. Keito looked up and saw Chinen crying.
“Eh? Senpai! Why are you crying?” he asked. hurriedly wiping Chinen’s tears away.
“I’ll miss my video game partner.” Chinen said between his cry. Keito hugged Chinen and said, “I’ll be back soon senpai, then let’s play lots of video games when I come back ne?” then they heard the person in the information desk mentioning Keito’s flight and it’s the indication the Keito needs to board the plane already. Chinen tip toed and kissed Keito’s cheeks and waved goodbye. They didn’t know, Ryutaro’s there watching the two of them. No matter how he wants to run towards Chinen and comfort him, he didn’t know why he can’t. he’s being a coward. He and chinen haven’t talked for the whole week. Chinen don’t stop by at his apartment and it seems lonely for Ryutaro not having chinen by his side. He didn’t know why he began to be like this. He’s not like this at all.
~~**~~
It’s Sunday and Chinen was walking around Shibuya since he got nothing to do. When he saw the hamster at the pet shop, he started crying because he remembered Ryutaro. He can’t actually take it. a week not talking to Ryutaro is hell. He started to walk away to no-one-knows-where and the rain starts pouring. It seems nostalgic because when he broke up with Yuto, it’s also the same. He’s walking under the rain. The people around him find shelter but him? he don’t even care about the rain. it seems like whenever he’s heart broken, the rain will always accompany him to hide the tears that he’s having.
Again, he’s standing outside the worn out ply-wood door with the number 2B-1 on it. he was just standing there. He has the key but he waits for a miracle that Ryutaro will open his apartment door. And when he heard something clicked, and the door opened, Chinen started to cry again.
“C-chii? Why are you drenched from head to toe again? you’re going to get-“ Ryutaro didn’t finished his rant when Chinen flung himself towards Ryutaro and hugged the latter tightly. “C-chii… are you that sad because Keito left?” he said teasingly but earned a slap from Chinen. Ryutaro palmed his left cheek where Chinen slapped. “What is that-“ again, he didn’t finished his sentence because Chinen silenced him with a kiss. Ryutaro felt Chinen’s arms around his neck and hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around Chinen’s waist to deepen the kiss. But for Ryutaro, this is just Chinen’s kiss whenever Chinen is heart broken just like whenever he’s heart broken because of Yuto. [A/N: RYUTARO, so dumb.. -.-]
Chinen stopped the kiss when he thought he needs air. He pressed their foreheads together and said, “Ryu-chan… I love you…” he confessed and tears started to fall from his eyes again. Ryutaro just looked at chinen with wide eyes and he can’t believe with the sudden confession. “I love you, Ryu-chan… I really do... not because you’re my cousin, but because you’re someone special to me…” chinen told him. He was sitting on Ryu’s lap and the two forgot that Chinen is drenched because of the rain and Ryutaro’s clothes became wet due to the hugging of Chinen.
“But Keito-“
“We don’t have any relationship Ryu-chan… he just kissed me out of the blue and I was shocked that I didn’t know what to do. And I got close to him because…”
“because?”
“because you opened your world to somebody else so, i’m afraid that he might steal you away from me. I’m afraid of losing you, Ryu-chan.” Chinen bowed his head down, having some hiccups because of too much crying. But he still continued, “I was hurt when you said that you approved my relationship with Keito even though we’re not in that kind of relationship. And you keep emphasizing the word, “cousin” and that leads me to the thought that you don’t love me like how I love you, Ryu-chan. but if it’s so, just forget about those feelings that I have for you. It’s just one-sided anyway.” Chinen attempted to get up but Ryutaro is fast and pulled Chinen into a hug.
“I, I love you too Chii…” Ryutaro buried his face on Chinen’s neck and Chinen can feel his heart back-flipped multiple times when he heard Ryutaro’s confession. “I love you more than you could ever imagine.” He gave butterfly kisses on Chinen’s neck, around his jaw line, then to his forehead, to his cheeks and looked lovingly at the latter. He wiped the tears that’s flowing from Chinen’s eyes and pressed their foreheads together. “If only you knew how hurt I was when I thought you and Keito are together. I gave up my feelings again because of course I thought you and Keito are in a relationship so I thought you’ll be happy. Because of my little misunderstanding, I became the reason why your eyes are so red and puffy because of crying. I’m really sorry for that Chii.” He apologized and while Ryutaro is talking, Chinen’s butterflies in his stomach do all the rumbling and he never felt this way. Even though it’s already lots of times where they got close together like this.
Chinen shook his head, “I understand you, Ryu-chan.” Chinen gave a peck on Ryutaro’s lips then giggled. Ryutaro leaned forward to capture Chinen’s lips once again but was interrupted when Chinen sneezed. Ryutaro laughed and stood up. “I think, you need to take a bath right now Chii or else, you’ll get sick.” He said.
“Un, I think I really need to.” Chinen sighed. he was disappointed because Ryutaro is almost kissing him but because he sneezed it stopped. Ryutaro can see the disappointment from Chinen’s eyes so as he cupped Chinen’s body and went to the bathroom, he kissed him passionately that Chinen can’t help but smile in the kiss. When they arrived at the bathroom, he broke the kiss and took a chair for Chinen to sit on while he’s preparing a hot bath for him. when he’s done, he stripped off Chinen’s clothes one by one until nothing is left.
“Nostalgic…” Chinen giggled.
“Yeah it is,” Ryutaro cupped Chinen’s body and placed him inside the bath tub and he sat beside the bath tub to accompany Chinen.
“but it’s because of Yuto that time, but now it’s because of you.” Chinen pinched Ryutaro’s nose.
“I’m really sorry, Chinen.” He apologized again. Chinen went out of the bath tub and sat infront of Ryutaro.
“why did you got out immediately?” Ryutaro asked him.
But chinen ignored his question and said, “Ryu-chan, how many times do I have to tell you that it’s okay. You don’t need to apologize because I understand it clearly.” Chinen giggled since it’s the first time he saw Ryutaro acts like a little kid. He pecked at Ryutaro’s nose and the younger guy smiled. Chinen then trailed kisses until he found Ryutaro’s lips and the latter replied to his kisses, passionately at the same time. Ryutaro felt his world is complete already. For months of suffering due to Chinen’s love to Yuto and his jealousy over Keito, it was paid off well.
“You’re mine now, Chii.” Ryutaro said between their kiss.
“and you’re mine now, Ryu-chan.” they continued kissing and who knows what they did inside the bathroom. It’s all up to you.
Note: Chinen don’t have anything on. :P
~OWARI~
A/N: seriously... i want to end this in the bedroom.. but i think, ending it in the bathroom is good too... xDD
and i rushed writing this because my friends in facebook kept talking about fics and they mentioned Nameless Ties, and so, i think, i need to make it... i woke up around 4 am and finished it...
hope you liked it... ^^
comments and critiques are loved...
Author yutorin04
Rating: PG-13
word count: 4,988
Pairing: Chiitaro, !slight yamajima, !friendship okachii, !friendship Okamori
Summary: Chinen finally realized about his feelings towards Ryutaro... but Ryutaro wants to give up his love on Chinen because of a little misunderstanding.
A/N: first of all, i want to thank pink_stitchy for allowing me to make the sequel of Nameless Ties.... to read the 1st part, click this by he way, i think, this is a fail.. >.<. also, i borrowed your photo.. hihi... xD
photo from pink_stitchy ^^
enjoy reading!
Chinen woke up from his sleep when he heard a crashing sound like something broke. He looked at his left and found no one there and he concluded that his cousin is already making breakfast for them. It’s been 2 months already since he and Yuto broke up. Sometimes, it’s Chinen who will ask Yamada and Yuto to hang out together but he will always drag Ryutaro with him.
No, Chinen is not hurt whenever he sees Yuto and Yamada together. In fact, he’s happy. He’s happy that his best friend is happy. Yamada did a lot of things for him already and the only way to pay it is to give Yuto to him since Yuto didn’t love him the way he did. For 2 months, Chinen is searching for a new love. But, always, always, he’ll compare them to Yuto. Every time he thinks, he found one already. he’ll rush to his cousin’s apartment, talk to him about the new guy and ending up comparing to Yuto until he don’t like him anymore then he’s going to sleep over.
Chinen got up from his cousin’s bed and proceeded to the kitchen only to find his cousin sweeping the glass that he broke. “Ohayou, Ryu-chan.” he greeted him.
“Ohayou Chii.” Ryutaro, his much loved cousin is currently throwing the broken pieces of glasses in the trash bin. He’s wearing a plain white shirt, sports pants and a hamster apron. Chinen giggled at his cousin‘s look and the latter knew exactly why chinen is giggling. “Chii, don’t laugh. I got no choice but to wear this. You threw my aprons because you want me to wear this childish hamster apron.” He took off his apron since he’s done with the cooking already and placed the food on the table.
Chinen went closer to him and said, “it suits you well,” and giggled again. Ryutaro just rolled his eyes as he pulled the chair for Chinen to sit. He heard the latter saying thanks to him then went to the other side of the table to sit. “ittadakimasu~” both of them said and started digging in, in their food. After taking a spoonful of soup, chinen complimented Ryutaro’s cooking. “Sasuga ne~ Ryu-chan’s cooking is the best! I really love Ryu-chan’s cooking!” and ate again.
Just those simple words can make Ryutaro happy. He’s happy to see Chinen happy. But sometimes, he has this urge to tell chinen what he really feel about him. not just a mere “cousin” love but the other love. but Ryutaro always stops himself from doing so. He’s already contented with the relationship they have and he don’t want to break it just because of his one-sided love.
It was one of those weeks where Ryutaro is getting annoyed by his classmates. They got this class project in computer graphics but they want Ryutaro to do it since he’s the one who’s good at it. Ryutaro refused at first but he gave in since his classmates involved Chinen already.
He made the graphics design for a week and when he’s nearly finished, a bug went inside his laptop and suddenly shut down. He opened it again and found his design deleted. He opened all folders in his laptop but he can’t find any. It’s needed to be passed on 3 days time and it happened. He slammed the table where he puts his laptop at the same time, someone opened his door and looked at the person who’s currently taking off his shoes and putting in the indoor shoes.
He looks back at his laptop and start doing their graphic design again. “Ryu-chan…” he heard Chinen called him but he’s too annoyed on his laptop that he didn’t bother to reply to Chinen. “Ryu-chan…” he called again.
“What?” Ryutaro replied coldly. Chinen sensed it and kept silent. He went directly to the kitchen to make 2 cups of hot choco. After making it, he put one cup at the table beside Ryutaro and the other one is for him. he waited for Ryutaro to finish on what he was doing and because of too much waiting, he fell asleep.
Ryutaro took a break first from his graphic design and took a sip of his previous hot choco now became warm choco. He looked for the latter only to find him sleeping in the couch. He stood up and smiled as approaching the latter.
“Chii… wake up…” he called him but he got no response. He cupped Chinen’s body and brought him to his room. upon arriving to his room, he put him down in his bed gently and cover chinen with his blanket. “Ryu-chan…” he heard him talked in his sleep that makes him blush a little.
“Sleep well, Chinen… I love you, remember that.” Ryutaro whispered to Chinen sweetly and went out of the room without noticing that the latter opened his eyes, palmed his face, pinch and rub his cheeks since he feels his cheeks getting warm and clenched his chest where his heart is, as he feels his heart beating faster. That’s only his usual “I love you”, right? Then why? He buried his face in the pillow and force himself to sleep but Ryutaro’s words keeps ringing in his head.
~~
Luckily, Ryutaro finished it on time. He passed the graphic design and was given full marks by their professor. When he was about to go out their classroom someone halted him and obviously, it’s one of his classmates and specifically, their class president, Okamoto Keito. “to give thanks to you, I’ll treat you to lunch.” Without any word from Ryutaro, Keito dragged him to the cafeteria and ordered their lunch.
Chinen, Yamada, and Yuto entered the cafeteria to eat their lunch when Chinen spotted Ryutaro instantly in one of the tables. He was about to approach Ryutaro and call him when he saw someone putting a tray in Ryutaro’s table, gave Ryutaro a lunch and sat across him. Chinen just stood there with widen eyes since he can’t believe that Ryutaro is eating lunch with some other person. He saw Ryutaro talking at that certain person then he saw Ryutaro smile and that only means, that person already entered Ryutaro’s world. Even Yamada took 2 years for Ryutaro to talk back to him.
One day, Chinen is visiting Ryutaro bringing spaghetti for the latter that he personally made since it’s the only dish he can cook. He’s already standing outside Ryutaro’s door and his hand is only centimeters away from the doorknob when he heard Ryutaro laughed. He quickly opened the door only to find unfamiliar shoes. Chinen frowned, took off his shoes and called Ryutaro.
“Ryu-chan?” he peeked at the living room and found Ryutaro and another person playing games.
“Chii, konnichiwa. What brings you here?” Ryutaro said still eyes on the tv. The other guy looked up and said, “konnichiwa, Chinen-senpai. Okamoto Keito desu.” Keito introduced himself. Ryutaro tapped Keito’s shoulder and said, “Oi, Keito. Focus on the game, you’ll die soon.” And with that, Keito continued playing. Chinen just watched the two having fun but Chinen feels a little bit hurt but he don’t know why.
When the game ended, Ryutaro rejoiced since he won the game and Keito earned a flick in his forehead 3 times. “Done already?” Chinen asked Ryutaro.
Ryutaro smiled widely and said, “Yep. And it’s really a good game. You should try it too Chii.”
“No, thanks. By the way, mom wants to give you this. She said you haven’t eaten her spaghetti for months already.” he gave Ryutaro the spaghetti he brought and stood up from the couch. “that’s all. I need to go now. I have to meet Yamada. Have fun playing.” Ryutaro just stood there looking at Chinen as he leave and as he was about to stop Chinen from going, Chinen already slammed the door close on his face. Ryutaro knew something’s not right with Chinen.
“is Chinen-senpai okay? He seems not in a good mood.” Keito asked Ryutaro.
“I don’t know. He’s not usually like that.” He scratched the back of his head then put the spaghetti in the table, opened the bento box with spaghetti on it and took two plates and fork. He gave the other plate to Keito and not to long, they started to eat the spaghetti. When Ryutaro ate the forkful of spaghetti, he sighed murmured. “Chii baka. it’s your cooking, why do you need to lie?”
After eating, Ryutaro decided to buy the game that’s the same with Keito. They went to the game shop and bought it. After buying it, Keito went home and when Ryutaro was about to go home too, he saw Yamada walking out of a shop but it’s Yuto who’s tailing him and there’s no Chinen. When Yamada noticed him, Yamada greeted him. Ryutaro greeted him back and asked if where’s chinen. Though Yamada was surprised that Ryutaro talked to him but it’s about Chinen so he really did talk to him.
“Chinen? we don’t have any plans today. He said he’s busy so he can’t hang out with me today.” The answer that he got from Yamada. He then said thanks and went to chinen’s house.
Upon arriving at chinen’s house, he rang the doorbell and his auntie opened the gate for him.
“Ryutaro? What brings you here? Did Yuri forget something that’s why he asked you to get it?” Chinen's mother asked.
“Eh? Chii’s not here?” Ryutaro asked in confusion.
Chinen’s mother asked, “you haven’t met him yet? He told me he’s going to have a sleepover in your apartment.”
“maybe he stopped by at Yamada.” Ryutaro told her even though he knows Chinen is not with Yamada. “I’ll get going, baa-chan. maybe chii’s at home already.” when Ryutaro can’t be seen already, Chinen’s mother just sighed and looked at the window in the room above. There, Chinen is standing and his mom just shook her head. She didn’t know what happened between them.
Ryutaro went back to his apartment and kept thinking about Chinen’s actions.
~~**~~
One afternoon, when Keito went out from the school building, Chinen approached him and introduced his self properly. “Okamoto-san!” he called him.
“Chinen-senpai?” the latter asked.
“I didn’t introduced myself properly so…” Chinen held out his hand and said, “Chinen Yuri desu, yoroshiku ne.” then smiled at him.
Keito gladly took Chinen’s hand and shook it, “Okamoto Keito, yoroshiku onegaishimasu, senpai.” Keito bowed at him then smiled.
“Okamoto-san, let’s walk home together. I got lots of questions to ask you.” Chinen asked him and smiled cutely. “Sure,” the latter replied then Chinen started walking and Keito walked beside him. they didn’t know, Ryutaro is watching both of them.
~~**~~
That night, Chinen is having his sleepover again at Ryutaro’s house. Both of them are already lying down on the bed. It was quiet at first but chinen broke the atmosphere when he talks about Keito.
“Ne Ryu-chan,” Chinen tugged Ryutaro’s sleeves. “Okamoto-san is really cool, ne? he came from England that means, he’s good at English. He’s also good at Korean and Spanish. He’s good at video games, and he knows how to play soccer and basketball, also he plays guitar and piano! He’s really great, ne? ne?” Chinen keeps tugging Ryutaro’s shirt then Ryutaro looked at him.
“Un, he’s great.” Ryutaro answered him blankly.
“Eh??? You’re no fun, Ryu-chan. you’re his friend, right? You should compliment him too.” Chinen pouted.
“do you want me to say,” he turned to chinen, and chinen’s jaw dropped when Ryutaro started to say this, “Chii, Chii, Keito is sooooo cool. He can play guitar, piano and he’s even good playing soccer and basketball!! Ne, ne, he’s soo cool right?” he said it childishly and cutely just how like Chinen talk. “do you want me to say those kind of stuff?” he told him in a straight face and from his voice Chinen can sensed he’s disgusted with what he did.
Chinen laughed as hard as he can and punch Ryutaro lightly. “Ryu-chan! do it again! it’s soooo cute!!” he pinched the latter’s cheeks. Ryutaro swatted away Chinen’s hand hinting that he’s annoyed then Chinen curled his fist and backed away. He turned, his back is facing Ryutaro. “Oyasumi, Ryu-chan.”
Ryutaro didn’t say anything and Chinen is holding back his tears because it’s the first time that Ryutaro acted that way. Well, not really the first but he felt hurt when Ryutaro swatted his hands away since before Ryutaro will just let Chinen pinch his cheeks as long as he want without complaining.
Ryutaro smiled on the way chinen acted and he knows Chinen is on the verge of crying. Well, sometimes he likes to tease Chinen too but sometimes, his teasing is real. He leaned closer to Chinen and when he heard the stable breath of Chinen, indicating the latter’s asleep already, he kissed the latter’s forehead saying, “Goodnight, Chii…” and went to sleep. But his mind is full of questions though not really full since he’s only thinking if… if Chinen likes Keito or not?
~~**~~
The following week is kinda the same. Chinen sticks to Keito and Ryutaro and he even left Yamada and Yuto during lunch just to eat with Keito and Ryu. Then when going home, Chinen will wait for the two or Keito and Ryu will wait for him because if they won’t, Chinen will get mad for sure.
It’s Saturday and Ryu went out to shop some groceries since he ran out of stocks especially the gyoza. When he got back to his apartment, he saw his lights were turned on and when he reached for the door knob, the door is open. Entering the house, he saw 2 familiar shoes and it’s no other than Chinen and Keito’s shoes. Ryutaro found both of them playing video games in his living room. The 2 didn’t even notice that Ryutaro arrived home already and because of that, Ryutaro just went directly to the kitchen and put the things he bought in their designated places.
From the kitchen, Ryutaro looked at the two playing happily. He again thought about Chinen having feelings to Keito that’s why he became close to him. He thinks, about Chinen’s happiness again. He’s willing to give up his love for the 2nd time if Chinen really chose Keito to be his boyfriend. He know he’ll hurt himself again but if it’s for Chinen, the word “hurt” doesn’t exists in his dictionary.
Ryutaro heard Chinen squealing that he won over Keito and when the 2 finally noticed Ryutaro, Chinen hopped towards Ryutaro and asked, “Ryu-chan, since when did you came back?”
“just a while ago. You seem having fun playing so I didn’t disturb you.” Ryutaro took some Gyoza and heated the pan.
“I won over Keito… hihi~” chinen made a peace sign and Ryutaro smiled at Chinen’s cuteness. “You want to play too, Ryu-chan?” chinen asked then Keito went beside Chinen and whispered something that made chinen giggled.
“ah no, I’m going to cook some lunch for us.” Ryutaro declined and started to pour some oil on the pan.
“If you say so…” Chinen whistled and Arashi song while going back in front of the television to play another game.
“Do you want a help?” Keito offered.
“no, I’m okay here. It’s only a simple dish, don’t worry. Go on and play with Chii.” Ryutaro smiled and Keito went to Chinen. He started to cook Chinen’s favorite food and as he was cooking he thought, if you’re going to be happy with Keito, then I’ll be happy for you. Though I always restrain myself from telling you my feelings, I still know that even though I keep saying that I love you, you’ll still take it as your cousin’s love. Even if I kiss you, you’ll still take it as a cousin’s kiss. No matter how many times I hug you, you’ll still consider it as the everyday hug that you got from me. If it’s only like that, it’s better to forget the feelings that I have for you since “hurt” seems to be written in my dictionary already. but, is it even possible to erase this feelings that I have for you?
~~**~~
2 months had passed and Chinen got even closer to Keito. Chinen even started calling Keito by his first name and not the usual, “Okamoto-san”. Based from Ryutaro’s observation, he thought the 2 are dating already but Keito said they don’t. Ryutaro still have a doubt about it until he found a proof.
He went to the school library on Saturday. He needs some books for his Chemistry report since his professor suggested a book from the library. He was passing by some bookshelves when Ryutaro thought he saw someone familiar. He went back and saw Keito leaning fast at the small figure in front of him and on the split seconds, he was kissing the person in front of him.
Keito saw Ryutaro with wide eyes and pulled back. “Ryutaro…” Keito said in utter shock and the person in front of him looked at his back. “Ryu-chan…” that person is no other than Chinen. “Ryu-chan… anou… it’s not like that…” Chinen is trying to explain something but he heard Ryutaro clapped. It’s not the usual Ryutaro who will hear everything from Chinen.
“You both are good actors, ne? why did you hide your relationship to me? You always tell me that you’re not in that kind of relationship? Especially you Chii, you hid it from me, you always know your COUSIN is always willing to listen everything from you.” He went closer to them and tapped Keito’s shoulder, “Take care of my precious COUSIN , Keito. Don’t spoil him too much but he likes to be spoiled.” He gave him a tip.
“But Ryu-“ Keito wanted to speak but Ryutaro cut him off by placing his index finger to Keito’s mouth to shut him off. He took his hands from Keito, cupped Chinen’s face and kissed his forehead, “It’s great that you found a new love Chii, hope you’ll be happy again. always remember, I, YOUR COUSIN , will always be here for you. No matter what happens.” He turned his back immediately not seeing the tears falling from Chinen’s eyes. He waved his hands and said, “I approve your relationship. Hope both of you will be happy and your relationship will last long.” He walked away and when he reached the door of the library, he started to run forgetting the books he needs.
On the other hand, Keito and Chinen just stood in their place struck dumbfounded. Keito hurriedly looked at the crying Chinen and apologized. “Chinen-senpai, I’m really sorry I didn’t mean to…” guilt can be heard from his voice. Chinen looked at him and smiled despite of the hurt that he felt and the tears streaming from his eyes. “It’s okay Keito… at least I know how Ryu-chan felt towards me. For him…” he stopped and started to cry harder, “For him… I’m only his cousin… and nothing else…” Keito hugged the smaller boy tightly.
“No Chinen-senpai, Ryutaro likes you, I know that. Not in a cousin way but the different 'like'. ” Keito assured him. but Chinen shook his head.
“No, Keito. You heard from Ryu-chan that even though he misunderstood us, he still approve us being in a relationship. It’s proven already Keito. Ryu-chan doesn’t love me like how I love him…” he clenched his fist on keito’s shirt and buried his face on the latter’s chest. They stayed like that until Chinen stopped crying. Keito sent Chinen home and wants to stay at Chinen’s house since his mom is away because of a sudden business purposes but Chinen said he’s okay and he’ll call Yamada to stay over. Keito is unsure about that but finally gave in since he’s the one who called Yamada to make sure that Yamada will stay at Chinen’s house. He left when Yamada arrived and went directly to Ryutaro’s apartment but he’s not there. He sighed and knocked his head twice because of the mess that he made.
~~**~~
“Chii… don’t cry anymore…” Yamada hugged his best friend tightly to stop the latter from crying.
“I don’t know what to do anymore Yama-chan… I only got close to Keito since Ryu-chan opened his world to someone else. Not… not that because I’m being selfish but I think I’m really being selfish since I only want Ryu-chan to open his world only to me. Not that I don’t want him to talk to you, but you’re an exemption Yama-chan since you’re my best friend and Ryu-chan talked to you after 2 years. But seeing him laughing with Keito whom he knew just because they were classmates, I’m afraid to lose him.” Chinen cried hugging his hamster plushie while Yamada is hugging him.
“And why are you afraid to lose him, Chii?” Yamada asked him though he knew the answer already.
“I love him Yama-chan… I just noticed that I love him months ago. Maybe that’s why I can’t stand losing him, I don’t like it whenever he’s not beside me and even in the past where Yuto and I are in a relationship, Ryu-chan is much more important than him… but… but it’s no use anymore… he… he doesn’t… he doesn’t like me back… and all this time, I thought he have the same feelings as mine and I really got it wrong and ended up hurting myself.” Chinen said between his sobs. Yamada let Chinen tell him everything that happened until the latter fell asleep. Yamada looked at his best friend and wipe the tears that kept flowing from Chinen’s eyes. He felt sorry for his best friend that he experienced much more hurt than what he had experienced. he tried to call Ryutaro but the latter don’t answer his phone. He knows he need to do something about this but even Ryutaro won’t speak to him.
~**~
A week had passed and Keito went back to England because of an urgent matter. Even though he don’t want to leave the problem unsolved, but he can’t do anything since it’s his father’s orders. Only Chinen sent him to the airport since Ryutaro and he don’t talk at school.
“I’m really sorry, Chinen-senpai for creating this mess.” Keito bowed his head down.
“Iie, it’s okay, Keito, really.” Chinen tapped his shoulder. Keito looked up and saw Chinen crying.
“Eh? Senpai! Why are you crying?” he asked. hurriedly wiping Chinen’s tears away.
“I’ll miss my video game partner.” Chinen said between his cry. Keito hugged Chinen and said, “I’ll be back soon senpai, then let’s play lots of video games when I come back ne?” then they heard the person in the information desk mentioning Keito’s flight and it’s the indication the Keito needs to board the plane already. Chinen tip toed and kissed Keito’s cheeks and waved goodbye. They didn’t know, Ryutaro’s there watching the two of them. No matter how he wants to run towards Chinen and comfort him, he didn’t know why he can’t. he’s being a coward. He and chinen haven’t talked for the whole week. Chinen don’t stop by at his apartment and it seems lonely for Ryutaro not having chinen by his side. He didn’t know why he began to be like this. He’s not like this at all.
~~**~~
It’s Sunday and Chinen was walking around Shibuya since he got nothing to do. When he saw the hamster at the pet shop, he started crying because he remembered Ryutaro. He can’t actually take it. a week not talking to Ryutaro is hell. He started to walk away to no-one-knows-where and the rain starts pouring. It seems nostalgic because when he broke up with Yuto, it’s also the same. He’s walking under the rain. The people around him find shelter but him? he don’t even care about the rain. it seems like whenever he’s heart broken, the rain will always accompany him to hide the tears that he’s having.
Again, he’s standing outside the worn out ply-wood door with the number 2B-1 on it. he was just standing there. He has the key but he waits for a miracle that Ryutaro will open his apartment door. And when he heard something clicked, and the door opened, Chinen started to cry again.
“C-chii? Why are you drenched from head to toe again? you’re going to get-“ Ryutaro didn’t finished his rant when Chinen flung himself towards Ryutaro and hugged the latter tightly. “C-chii… are you that sad because Keito left?” he said teasingly but earned a slap from Chinen. Ryutaro palmed his left cheek where Chinen slapped. “What is that-“ again, he didn’t finished his sentence because Chinen silenced him with a kiss. Ryutaro felt Chinen’s arms around his neck and hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around Chinen’s waist to deepen the kiss. But for Ryutaro, this is just Chinen’s kiss whenever Chinen is heart broken just like whenever he’s heart broken because of Yuto. [A/N: RYUTARO, so dumb.. -.-]
Chinen stopped the kiss when he thought he needs air. He pressed their foreheads together and said, “Ryu-chan… I love you…” he confessed and tears started to fall from his eyes again. Ryutaro just looked at chinen with wide eyes and he can’t believe with the sudden confession. “I love you, Ryu-chan… I really do... not because you’re my cousin, but because you’re someone special to me…” chinen told him. He was sitting on Ryu’s lap and the two forgot that Chinen is drenched because of the rain and Ryutaro’s clothes became wet due to the hugging of Chinen.
“But Keito-“
“We don’t have any relationship Ryu-chan… he just kissed me out of the blue and I was shocked that I didn’t know what to do. And I got close to him because…”
“because?”
“because you opened your world to somebody else so, i’m afraid that he might steal you away from me. I’m afraid of losing you, Ryu-chan.” Chinen bowed his head down, having some hiccups because of too much crying. But he still continued, “I was hurt when you said that you approved my relationship with Keito even though we’re not in that kind of relationship. And you keep emphasizing the word, “cousin” and that leads me to the thought that you don’t love me like how I love you, Ryu-chan. but if it’s so, just forget about those feelings that I have for you. It’s just one-sided anyway.” Chinen attempted to get up but Ryutaro is fast and pulled Chinen into a hug.
“I, I love you too Chii…” Ryutaro buried his face on Chinen’s neck and Chinen can feel his heart back-flipped multiple times when he heard Ryutaro’s confession. “I love you more than you could ever imagine.” He gave butterfly kisses on Chinen’s neck, around his jaw line, then to his forehead, to his cheeks and looked lovingly at the latter. He wiped the tears that’s flowing from Chinen’s eyes and pressed their foreheads together. “If only you knew how hurt I was when I thought you and Keito are together. I gave up my feelings again because of course I thought you and Keito are in a relationship so I thought you’ll be happy. Because of my little misunderstanding, I became the reason why your eyes are so red and puffy because of crying. I’m really sorry for that Chii.” He apologized and while Ryutaro is talking, Chinen’s butterflies in his stomach do all the rumbling and he never felt this way. Even though it’s already lots of times where they got close together like this.
Chinen shook his head, “I understand you, Ryu-chan.” Chinen gave a peck on Ryutaro’s lips then giggled. Ryutaro leaned forward to capture Chinen’s lips once again but was interrupted when Chinen sneezed. Ryutaro laughed and stood up. “I think, you need to take a bath right now Chii or else, you’ll get sick.” He said.
“Un, I think I really need to.” Chinen sighed. he was disappointed because Ryutaro is almost kissing him but because he sneezed it stopped. Ryutaro can see the disappointment from Chinen’s eyes so as he cupped Chinen’s body and went to the bathroom, he kissed him passionately that Chinen can’t help but smile in the kiss. When they arrived at the bathroom, he broke the kiss and took a chair for Chinen to sit on while he’s preparing a hot bath for him. when he’s done, he stripped off Chinen’s clothes one by one until nothing is left.
“Nostalgic…” Chinen giggled.
“Yeah it is,” Ryutaro cupped Chinen’s body and placed him inside the bath tub and he sat beside the bath tub to accompany Chinen.
“but it’s because of Yuto that time, but now it’s because of you.” Chinen pinched Ryutaro’s nose.
“I’m really sorry, Chinen.” He apologized again. Chinen went out of the bath tub and sat infront of Ryutaro.
“why did you got out immediately?” Ryutaro asked him.
But chinen ignored his question and said, “Ryu-chan, how many times do I have to tell you that it’s okay. You don’t need to apologize because I understand it clearly.” Chinen giggled since it’s the first time he saw Ryutaro acts like a little kid. He pecked at Ryutaro’s nose and the younger guy smiled. Chinen then trailed kisses until he found Ryutaro’s lips and the latter replied to his kisses, passionately at the same time. Ryutaro felt his world is complete already. For months of suffering due to Chinen’s love to Yuto and his jealousy over Keito, it was paid off well.
“You’re mine now, Chii.” Ryutaro said between their kiss.
“and you’re mine now, Ryu-chan.” they continued kissing and who knows what they did inside the bathroom. It’s all up to you.
Note: Chinen don’t have anything on. :P
~OWARI~
A/N: seriously... i want to end this in the bedroom.. but i think, ending it in the bathroom is good too... xDD
and i rushed writing this because my friends in facebook kept talking about fics and they mentioned Nameless Ties, and so, i think, i need to make it... i woke up around 4 am and finished it...
hope you liked it... ^^
comments and critiques are loved...