My new career and my new "life"-opinions so far

[yuri_desu]

 
Sheesh! I knew you had to go through hard things to grow, but I never realised how weak it would make me feel.

I have this anxiety that threatens to overwhelm me when I am alone, that makes me fall into a crying, sniveling mess.

In one part of me it protests, "I want to be at home, I want to be secure, I don't want all these tests, I can accept

Comments

[outori]

Well, things always tend to be hard in the beginning. And after this you'll surely be so much a stronger person, just keep on going.

Your other inner voice, the glaring one, should probably formulate things a bit differently. *smiles*
It's not about your parents, or anyone at home, or anyone with expectations, this whole thing is only about you. Sure you're alone but ... get used to being with yourself again, and grow strong from being what you are. An amazing person.

Just tell those voices to shut the fuck up and raise your nose up high... ^-^

[unsraws_bitch]

Don't be scared.
Just think back to your own time at school. Think of the teachers you liked and respected. Why did you like them and why did you have respect? It surely didn't simply depend on age or knowledge - it was just a matter of personality, wasn't it?

And YOU DO HAVE PERSONALITY!!!