i feel like this journal is contaminiated.  it's a vile, uselesss, disgusting piece of garbage.  when i go back and look at my past entries, most are a mesh of rafael ramblings, stupid comments from several people i dont even talk to/like, angry tirades about irrelevant and unimportant occurances... etc.  recent events have only highlighted how ( Read more... )

ALoVePoTiOnNuM9 [12:51 AM]: why would u stay with someone who cheats on u\
ALoVePoTiOnNuM9 [12:52 AM]: u know wat he did, we all do
ALoVePoTiOnNuM9 [12:52 AM]: and he enjoyed it
TrySkepticism [12:52 AM]: oooo, im so damned hurt. i deffinatly believe you

fuckin' lying dipshit whore

i just want to sleep ( Read more... )

something is seriously wrong with my other journal... for the third day in a row, i tried to update today, and this message that said there is maintainance on that area and it is in read onlu mode...

and my myspace says something to the sme effect when i try to upload pictures... this makes me very unhappy

i fucking hate my right ear. my left ear is a two... but not my right... the hole is actually getting smaller. every time i take my tapered hoop/horn/hook thing out to sterilize it and the hole, the fucking hole shrinks, and putting the gauge back in is like tearing it all open again. i tried that girl from specers idea... that made it worse. i ( Read more... )

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in the last three weeks or so, my nails and hair have been growing faster. can stress affect the way these things develop? can being paranoid and scared stund growth?

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still no word from my dad. i guess i might as well forget about him...

rika just made hre hundreth obnoxious comment about the tv.

bill never IMed me when he got off of work last night.

i did get to hang out with little wald for a while (getting home circa 7:30)

-101st obnixious comment, 102...

i hate watching tv with her -103

two things ( Read more... )

i especially love it when they dress in animal costumes and beat the living hell out of one another in random places...

so in a half an hour, i'll be shoveling. again.

okay, so i've sat and thought about some things that aggitate me and, in my very order-driven way, am making lists ( Read more... )