So here we are - legal and available. Let’s take advantage of my youth together; I invite you to join me. Things have changed, and always are. I really don’t care if you’re happy or not, I wasn’t put on this planet to entertain you or help you survive at least I hope not. It’s in my nature to help you, and by default I am there, but I don’t enjoy, ( Read more... )

::Name:: genia ( Read more... )

How can I find the difference between settling for someone and having too high of standards? I‘ve kind of confused myself lately because even the guys who I once thought were ‘perfect’ now seem to be not good enough. I know I have materialistic things as too high of a priority, and I also know I expect guys to be a lot smarter than most are at my ‘ ( Read more... )

I realized today how annoying and awkward the sound of someone typing is. I already hated the sound of other people typing. It really annoys me. Almost as much as being put on hold annoys me. But today I realized how weird it is to be the only one typing in a room ( Read more... )

i am very ( Read more... )

they keys to my heart... apparently.. i am a confused weirdo...just read

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be ( Read more... )

I am not really too sure what I am going to write about, but it's been a while since I updated, and people are waiting so I figured I’d just sit down and start typing and see what comes out ( Read more... )

guy #1: sometimes i get so angry at you. so so so angry that it just turns into saddness. and then i realize that the little part of me that you occupy isn't just an angry and sad place...but it's a lot of things. what is weird is that i see this from 2 views. 1 view, which is basically the side of me that doesn't want to care and thinks this is so ( Read more... )

okkkkkkk so
ive been super busy
entertaining an 11 yr old boy...using his moms car..TIGHT
going to Bay Area.. Stanford University Hospital thing..
chilling w/ russians visiting from where ever...Uzbekistanisssssssss
ra ra raaaa
more later

sometimes i wish i could erase some memories..experiences..forget certain things that were said to me..forget certain things that were done to me... those things that when u remember them and think abt that make ure stomach flip and ur heart ache and ur body shake. those things that could ruin ur happiness at any moment. i wish i wasn't such a fuck ( Read more... )