Finally on thursday i will be leaving this hell hole for a few days. I am getting to the point of no return and it does not look pretty, i am having to fight so hard internally just to function. I swear to god its only briar that gets me out of bed some days if it wasnt for her id have probably gone to shit a long time ago. luke is amazing at this ( Read more... )

Ho-ka so heres the earth...damn that is a sweet earth you might say ROUND ( Read more... )

Its now a week since my surgery and I stil feel like pooh, I hate it. I can barely walk for 20mins without feeling tired and being flattened for the rest of the day. The surgery in question was an Exploratory Laparoscopy meaning they sliced open my bellybutton and stuck a camera in I also have a small incision lower down but that one is healing ( Read more... )

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Well the woman who put the Devil out of a day job has finally been told where to go....after 2 bloody years of driving me crazy. Luke came home and I showed him my LJ and asked him now how do you think I feel?? I think he finally got it and text his mum (almost like dumping by text really but oh well) saying that she had really pissed me and luke ( Read more... )

I'm starting to loose the will to live...... well perhaps not entirely loose the will to live but give up on life, at least a little bit.

Ofcourse this all comes down the monster in law, you'd think after what happened at the wedding that would be it she would be burnt at the steak. (Short of it is that my monster in law went round and informed her ( Read more... )

Me and claire have decided that people such as us the now being grown up and sophis we need to look grown up and sophis so as a masterplan we said we said go to our respective other halves and say "My love you know I am wanting to be taken seriously as a mature adult I therefore need much spondulies for shoes which will show off our maturiosity and ( Read more... )

Well in my new found wifeyness I have decided I should be more wifey starting with the way I look, I need to present my self in a more wifey manner, less of the teenage style clothes and more adult looking clothes if I am to be taken seriously as I will tell anyone who will listen (i.e not many people) people take people seriously if they look like ( Read more... )

Ok so recently I was invited to a house party, well me and Luke were but a) no bubysitter and b) I only know the guy whose house party it is and no one else so theres not much point in Luke coming beside he would be far happier in doors after a long day playing with reptiles to then be playing games on the laptop apparently this Eve game is dead  ( Read more... )

Well here I am finally Mrs Mair!

Me and Luke had a beautiful day on the 13th of August, it was a beautiful and everything went fabulously. It was a busy day that started at 8.30am I got up with the litte one and we had breakfast, me, my mum and two of my bridesmaids were due at the hairdressers at 10am so I thought time would totally drag and I ( Read more... )