Here is what I win for being faithful.....not a fucking thing...faithful for 3 years...since we met, thinking of only him....and we've broken up...and here I am, again, thinking of him. gah. I haaaaaaate you and love you just the same.

I got up in the middle of the night to drink hot chocolate with "queso de papa" and bread and I ate it standing in the kitchen. Abuela Isa used to to that EVERY night...I miss her.

I signed the contract for the new apartment so I'm moving Sunday. I'm totally broke right now but hopefully that will change soon now that Jaz and I both have good jobs. :)

I wish I could wear a shiny red glove to work but I don't have one...that said RIP Michael...

Please, don't snoop. You know who you are and I'm sorry if it bothers you but I find it to be a lack of respect.

Should I stay or should I go?

My level of stress, at the moment, is ridicously high. Blergh. :(

I am having a shitload of trouble trusting you and I hate it :(

You lost my trust and now I need to fix it?...I don't know how...

It's absurd how low my self esteem is right now. Lost my job today...looking forward on getting a new one and on having a new experience. I do see the positive side of things but I can't help but feeling down lately.

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