well.. this day has gone the shit hole.. everytime I try to do something nice and help out the family it just gets thrown back in my face again. then im having other problems.. which i know i should talk to Rick about but i really dont want to.. im too scared to..

( i surpose i can talk about it here... )

I dunno what to do.. I know I need to tell mom and dad how I really feel.. but I dont want to hurt them.. I want to move out.. but how to I tell them that I need to in order for Nevaeh & I to actually make it. How do I tell them Im scared to live here without them saying Im over reacting.. How do I show them the real me without hurting them.. I ( Read more... )

Sorry I havnt updated for a while things have been rather hectic around here lately! But anyways! We went up and saw my grandma yesterday, shes not doing so hot =[ which makes me sad because shes my favorite grandma. But I did get something from here that I loveeeeee she always makes blankets for us and she made me one, I freaking loveeee it! But ( Read more... )

Well, I do believe its time for an update! Things have been rather hectck.. Nevaehs been kinda sickish, I dont reall know how to expalin it. But things have been good.. Rick and I are doing fantastic! but theres not much to tell right now. Im offically done with high school next friday so its all good! haha..

Life is just fantastic.. I dont know ( Read more... )

Its actually 2006... and in just 2 weeks I will be graduating from high school and started on my way through college. New years eve night was something else. Rick was exausted and so he fell asleep.. then I ended up getting sick all night.. and I didnt even have one drink... mom brought home a stomach flu from work and i ended up getting it. But ( Read more... )

okie so i need to at least get my hair trimmed and shit to have the dead ends cut off, but im debating on having anything else done with my hair.. yall have seen my pic.. what do you think.. well my hair isnt actually that straight though.. i straighten it.. but yeah let me know what you think.. and if you think i should have something else done ( Read more... )

yanno i have the best boyfriend ever! its just the little things that he does.. like send me a random e-mail telling me he loves me, or a random phone call just to talk, not about anything in particular but just to hear my voice. its the little things that he does that just make me melt. i cant explain it. I SO FUCKING LOVE HIM!!!!!

ive been so effing lazy the last few days and i dunno why. but thatll change soon enough. Nevaehs becoming more and more active everyday and its getting to be more of a challenge to keep up with her. but its all good! i have lotssss of pictures that i need to add to my webshots page.. so keep an eye out on those! ill prob. add them tonight since i ( Read more... )

i believe its time for an update! ( Read more... )

well theres not much to say.. im officially on winter break! YESSS! so that much is good.

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