This weekend have been full of it's up and down's. So many of them, and i'm so happy this weekend is finally over. Its so much weight off my shoulders. I can't even explain how much of a relief it is. I have been listening to the same song over and over again since i got home this morning and downloaded it.. i'm not sure what about it.. but it just ( Read more... )

These words I will never look down upon. These are my thoughts and feelings that expressed so much deeper then I can even try to. You are my hero ( Read more... )

I thought it was time to update, for the few that still know I have a livejournal, and the few that take time out of there day to even read my posts. Alot of things have changed in my life, in the past.. 6 months I would say. Maybe it hasn't been that long such yet. But it sure feels like it has been much longer then it actually has. I'm not sure ( Read more... )

my mom over reacts about everything.
why cant she just be laid back...and not fucking worry so much.
its so fucking annoying..and fucking stresses me the fuck out. >.i hate it. i hate it ( Read more... )

This week has been pretty fucking crazy ( Read more... )

i felt a need to update this thing..because it has been fucking forever
i got surgery on july 10th on my jaw, & now my teeth actaully touch =]
it's really fucking amazing, im still swollen as fuck..and that part is so fuckign annoying
but in about 1 or 2 weeks, hopefully everything is going to be back to normal
and i dont know..sitting around my house ( Read more... )

how do you know when what you feel is real?
when do you know what you feel is right and true???

& what if you dont know how to feel..
can you love someone but not be in love with them?

why is it, you can feel like you dont love someone
but then when you get around them you feel so damn in love?
& then you start to think..and you know they are one of the ( Read more... )

i'm sorry everyone
i lied to you all, im not happy
im sorry that i am always lieing to everyone
& im sorry i actually open up to everyone and everything..& then i just fall right back down

this is so stupid .. just everything
i wish i could explain to someone..someone that cares
because i honsetly feel like no one REALLYYY does care enough
to listen to ( Read more... )

[When we danced, so prestine and
Knee deep in sin, balls deep in hate,
I see your face, I see your face
And it tears me, tears me up
My mouth is full of love
My head is held in shame

When you kiss me
Do you still taste her
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me?
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my ( Read more... )

yesterday was 4-20
& it was a good day