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well I'll be...
went to the doctor today, because BESIDES having benign tumors that hurt like the dickens, I've been having some trouble with my bladder/kidneys..............and NOW I get to wait for blood test and urinalysis results, BUT the doctor was surprised/concerned because he said I'm exhibiting all the signs of menopause ( Read more... ) -
This is the first time since I was 16...
that I'm actually looking forward to the Christmas/New Year holidays. We have our first tree with lights and ornaments and gifts...and I find myself smiling when I look at it, instead of scoffing and rolling my eyes...which, if you know me, then you know that's a big deal. I just needed a quiet place to vent, because while it's welcome, it's also ( Read more... ) -
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i miss my fucking best friend goddammit.
i tell myself it doesn't matter, but i DO so love to lie to myself. -
i never knew....
that i was so very attracted to guyliner.... <3 So sad; I'm totally in love with fanfic Draco. : \ ::facepalm:: i'm hopeless, haha
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0.o
The knowledge, that seeking, the favor of another ( Read more... ) -
dude i SO win.
he asked me to MARRY him....fucking MARRY, when he KNOWS how i feel about it.......so after MUCH deliberation, and coercing (against my better judgement, because it's just NOT my thing, lol) i finally said yes....because hey, i plan on being with him forever ANYWAY, and i'll never give him kids, so the least i can do is marry the guy ( Read more... ) -
The Truth, as a present to myself. Happy Birthday.
what a waste of a good quarter of a century ( Read more... ) -
to the tragic end of an era.
“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me ( Read more... )
