so nic talked ot my dad..it was kinda weird..lol but its cool..but they didnt know we were going out or they did but wanted ot play stupid i dont know..so everythings good right now..nic and i are as great as well ever be i am so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o endlessly happy..you know how things go..theres alot of things going on right now..my life is finally ( Read more... )

fran + nic = going out..starting today thats hott..but shh dont tell the parentals..

so the past 2 days have been extra crazy..lol nic stayed the night on sunday night and we hung out most of yesterday and had so0o0o much fun..we had to drop my mom in palm bay yesterday and we got held up in traffic for like 45 minutes lol..but we had so much fun i was in the front w/nic and my mom was in the back and we were in a dead stop in ( Read more... )

i didnt think anyone ever read this thing anymore i didnt think anyone cared..i sure as hell know i dont b/c right now i am glad that mike and i arent together..and yes it hurts to say this but i think were better off..he treated me like shit even lower than shit and i didnt even realize it and i promised myself if anyone treats me bad i come first ( Read more... )

well mike and i broke up yesterday for good..and todays his birthday and i feel like shit..im trying not to cry..it hasnt hit me yet..when it does itll hit me hard..im sorry everyone..

The singer finished singing and she's walking out ( Read more... )

bleh

well..my papa jr is here and my grandparents are also here from ft.lauderdale and they stayed the night last night along w/erin..and yesterday was the first day in forever i got to see mike..and i got to see him for like 30 minutes today..im so lonely i guess..i mean when erins here im not but when no ones here w/me i am..theres no one to talk to.. ( Read more... )

so its all good right now..so mike and i are ok and im hanging out w/the lovely erin..and unfortunatly but my papa jr is coming here to live and my ass gets to live in my sisters room..thinga are ok one minute then the next minute it all sucks balls..i dont know.im just not happy..i think imma have a mental brakedown soon..i wish someone would save

well it happened mike and i are on a brake or w/e..i dont even know what a brake is..he said hes wanted this for a long time..ive been crying all fucking night i want to call him but then again i dont..i just want to go back to the way it was when we both were happyi dont want to cry anymore..im so fucking depressed right now..makes me want to take ( Read more... )