ok lets start from my b/day i got shit faced drunk..and i mean puking all over the place even the side of nics truck..i didnt get SHIT from anyone for my b/day..not even a card nothing..no calls nothing..ok so then me and my "friends" get into a fucking fight over something stupid as fuck..then i kinda do something stupid which i regret with all my ( Read more... )

so things suck once again..

so im waiting for nic to get here so we can hang out for the first time in like 2000 years..my great g/ma recently died..i met my godfather for the first time in about 10 years..nice..and i went to a fucking family reunion..i hate my dads side of the family except for sal and them..their so stuck up!! ugh!! so me and victoria have been hanging out ( Read more... )

so things arent as bad as they were a week ago..im finally getting the life i wanted..im finally away from michael..im finally happy. and im glad that everything went down the way it did..it only shows that i did care about mike and i did love him..i did want to be with him..not anymore..it took me a while to realize that i dont need him to be ( Read more... )

so if you dont know whats up w/the whole mike and heather thing then its w/e you dont need to know..but everyone just know that your first love was never meant to be..me i have to learn the hard way and my so called friend helped me along the way..i think this is just funny he thinks hes hurting me..he just makes me laugh and i dont like laughing ( Read more... )

im done sal please save me

so nic and i broke up b/c he thought i was dumb..def not..it was fun while it lasted but he showed how much he cares about me when i broke up w/him today..which might i add isnt that much at all..lindsey i love you and im glad i rubbed off on you..otherwise people would still be treating you like shit and you know it kid..i just brought you out of ( Read more... )

so yea things are shitty again and it dont seem as if anyone cares and you know what i dont care either..i did something today i will never ever forget!!! no one needs to know just know i had fun..nics def cheating on me i guess i should have seen that one coming..but my parentals and i are getting along..and suprisingly..mike and i are on good ( Read more... )

fuck everybody fuck everything fuck 420 fuck you really hard

friday night ( Read more... )