Title: 100 days
Pairings: YunJae
Ratings: NC-17
Genres: AU, romance, , smut
Length: part of one-shot series
Beta-reader: Gloo (
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shadowofmyday 100 days
Pain ran trough YunHo’s heart every time JaeJoong came back from 'work'.
Unmistakable sorrow filled others big, dark eyes and that naughty little devil that lived in those eyes, somehow turned in to a scared puppy. It turned into someone, who seemed too ashamed, too afraid to even speak a word.
The distance that other kept from Yun in school, at home and in their bed, slowly started to ruin everything they had worked at, that they had begun to build
It hurt even more, when Jae shook from cold next to Yun, still keeping the distance, and almost refused from other’s warm, when he wrapped his arms around Jae's shaking frame, like he didn’t want YunHo no more.
But it was too painful… too painful to ask and hear the answer.
Jae’s heart felt like it had shattered in a billion pieces. He used to run once, maybe twice a week, which was far more then he did usually. That seemed rather strange, but arguing with 'headquarters' in this situation wouldn’t do any good. It ended up, that in two months he had done more runs then in previous 4 all together.
Every one of those nights he came home worn out, tired and ‘dirty’. How could he be close to that dork, which sometimes waited till 3AM, when he had been touched by others few hours before?
But no matter how much it hurt, it would hurt more to leave. Yet, no matter how low he may fall, he couldn’t pull YunHo with him.
*~*~*~*
They were almost used to the fact that they acted like old, married couple, instead of the young lovers they were, when the last string of YunHo’s patience broke.
One, night instead of lying next to YunHo, though Jae usually nestled in other side of the bed, JaeJoong went to closet and took out those two blankets which Yun had used almost three months ago.
“What are you doing?” asked YunHo putting away his book and sitting up in bed.
Every night JaeJoong went away, YunHo stayed awake to see Jae arrive home safely. He had read every single book in his apartment twice and had started to borrow books from ChangMin.
“I’m going to sleep on the floor.” Jae muttered and laid down the blankets.
“No. I can’t live like this.” YunHo got up from bed and went toward Jae, who stood in middle of room.
He almost could hear YunHo’s deep voice telling him to get all his stuff and go away, that he can’t take this no more.
But Yun didn’t say a word.
With no warning he lifted Jae in his arms, and took him to bed, automatically wrapping his arms around him, locking the smaller frame in a tight, yet gentle and warm hug.
“Your place is here, next to me. Just tell me, if you don’t feel that way, if you want to go - I will let you.” YunHo said quietly.
“I don’t want to go.” Jae entwined his hands around YunHo’s torso.
“Then why are you like this?”
“Because I know that a whore like me will ruin your life. I’m even too selfish to leave, because I know it will be only worse if… if I don’t have you.” Jae buried his face in Yun’s wide chest.
“Stop calling yourself a whore.” YunHo muttered drawing circles on others back.
“But I am. I’m too embarrassed to even tell the things some of those men have done to me! I’m dirty, I’m unworthy. I should leave before I ruin your life.” JaeJoong started to inhale sharply and tried to brake out of other embrace before tears started to flow over his cheeks. Yet again YunHo’s presence made him feel small and vulnerable. No wonder it was ten times harder to do those runs. He wasn’t the JaeJoong he was before.
Yet the other's grip got only stronger.
“Stop. JaeJoong, please stop. You are the best that ever happened in my life and I would never, ever change the fact that I met you for anything on this world.” YunHo bit his lower lip, feeling how something wet lands on his shirt.
“Jae… I… I would like if you stop those runs.” YunHo muttered quietly and raised Jae’s face from his chest, wiping away those few tears from other cheeks.
“Ok. I won’t do them. Never again.” Jae blinked few times to clear his sight
“Look what you have done to me. I haven’t cried for years, and now… all because of you - dork.” The smaller male rubbed his eyes, trying to regain his long gone authority.
“I’m sorry.” YunHo kissed the other's forehead and smiled against his hair.
*~*~*~*
It was one of the craziest days in JaeJoong’s life.
ChangMin showed up at his and YunHo’s doorstep already at 10AM, told Jae to get ready and dragged him to the Zoo along with YooSu.
Then JunSu demanded to go to Ferris wheel and a million other places, so poor JaeJoong returned home only after 6PM.
And the worst part was, he'd been away from YunHo whole day.
That dork claimed that he needs to do some work for school, so he can’t go and ChangMin approved that information.
“I’m home!” Jae said loudly, closing and locking doors behind him.
YunHo was sitting in the middle of the bed, some kind of blanket wrapped around his shoulders, reading a book.
“Hey Joongie.” he smiled and put the book aside.
Things somehow returned back to a relatively normal state.
No more runs or disturbing phone calls at nights. Jae even threw his phone away, just so that his past couldn’t find him.
No matter how weird it may sound, he liked the way he lived with YunHo. Just kisses, hugs… ok, some blowjobs or handjobs, but that’s it. Sure, Jae wouldn’t mind something more, but this was enough.
He was happy and people around him were happy too. What else could a man want?
“Are you sick?” Jae went closer to YunHo and put his palm on other's forehead.
“No, I just felt a little cold for a moment.” Yun smiled.
“The warmest person on earth? Feeling cold?” Jae rose and eyebrow and slightly laugh.
“I will take shower and be right back, okay?” He leaned down to kiss the top of Yun’s head.
“Sure.” The other smiled and waited until JaeJoong disappears in to the bathroom and quickly got out of the blanket.
JaeJoong came out of the shower, wearing only black sleeping pants, water still dripping from his hair, and froze from the scene before his eyes.
YunHo stood next to counter, wearing white button down and dark jeans, framing his long legs, hair nicely falling over his neck, thick glasses framing his dark brown eyes, brightest smile enameling his face.
“I…I… I…” Jae stammered.
“You what?” YunHo took few steps closer to shocked JaeJoong.
“Happy 100 days.” YunHo smiled and kissed Jae’s parted lips.
“100 days?” Jae looked in other's perfect, almond shaped eyes.
“Yes. It was exactly 100 days ago that you first came here…”
Jae mentally slapped himself several times.
“I am such an idiot. I forgot…” JaeJoong lowered his head.
How could he forget? He counted days, he even thought about something nice to cook for YunHo, but rush during the day made him forgot about this at all.
“You are not an idiot. It happens. Let’s say, I prepared something on 100th day you will prepare on 200th?”
Jae lifted his head and looked at YunHo.
“You are not human, right?”
“As far as I know, I am.” The taller male laughed briefly.
“Oh, I have something for you.” He reached for back of his jeans and pulled out a black velvet box.
“I know that everyone already knows about us and I guess you’re not really in to stuff like this, but it would be really nice, if you would accept this.” Yun opened the box.
Two silver rings lay in satin cover.
He pulled out the slightly smaller one and took totally shocked JaeJoong’s hand.
“Kim JaeJoong, I love you. Will you be my lover… for real?”
JaeJoong looked at YunHo, then back at the ring, then again at YunHo. His eyes were twice as big as normal and billions of emotions run trough his entire being.
Jae shook his head to get out of this weird condition.
“That’s a stupid question.” He said with a slight laugh.
YunHo frowned a little making other to laugh.
“Yes, you big silly dork of mine!” Jae laughed again and kissed Yun’s lips.
Jae reached for other ring, before other could react and put in on others finger.
“My dork.” Jae smiled widely while Yun put his ring on.
He reached for his glasses and put them on counter next to them. This was something YunHo learned long time ago.
YunHo’s hands entwined around JaeJoong’s bare waist, pulling him closer to others warm body. Passionate kisses landed on Jae’s lips, making him moan and tangle in to Yun’s hair. Taller male continued to kiss JaeJoong’s jaw, smoothing away his wet hair and abusing curve of Jae’s neck, while his hands traced others side, over his butt and thighs, lifting smaller male up.
JaeJoong’s legs securely wrapped around YunHo’s lower waist, pressing their crotches together.
A gasp broke from JaeJoong’s lips, while YunHo nibbled on his collar bone and turned around, heading to the bed.
With a small 'ufff' JaeJoong landed on bed, YunHo on top of him, still worshiping and abusing the other's pale skin, leaving marks all over it, yet avoiding places that would make Jae lose his mind.
“Yun… Yunnie?” JaeJoong raised his head from the bed when YunHo’s touches and kisses disappeared. He gasped yet again, when that snow white shirt left other caramel brown skin.
No matter how many times he had seen YunHo’s body, touched, kissed or licked it, he was always be blown away like the very first time… 100 days ago.
YunHo’s hot torso pressed against other bare chest, while their tongues met in a wet, deep kiss, already filled with lust.
Not stopping the kiss, older mans hands traced along the edge of Jae’s pants, pulling them off and letting relatively cold air of the room hit Jae’s body completely.
YunHo’s fingers finally slid over Jae’s nipples, along his sides and outer thighs, over others hard member and inner thighs, while his lips swallowed others eager moans.
“What do you want Joongie?” YunHo said with a low, seductive growl. kissing down the other's bare chest, skimming his tongue over the pierced nipple, while his fingers rubbed the other, free hand tracing over JaeJoong’s side.
“I… You… I want you. Aaaahhh…” Jae gasped and panted.
YunHo’s lips very tightly locked around previously only barely touched nipple, sucking and lightly biting on it.
He rose his head with a smile and continued to kiss down other body- over his abs, navel and skimming his tongues over Jae length.
“How do you want me Joongie?” YunHo continued in the same low voice, sending chills down Jae’s spine.
“Like this?” He said with a smile, and closed his lips around crown of Jae’s cock, then slowly taking more of it teasing- pulling out, then taking it back in, licking and humming.
Jae’s nails dug in YunHo’s broad shoulders and quiet moans filled the room.
“Or you would prefer something else?” Yun removed his lips from others cock.
He slid his hands over both of Jae’s thighs and slightly, yet persistently spread other legs open, caressing other ass and gliding over the other's entrance making JaeJoong shiver.
“You… you don’t have to, if… if… you don’t want to…” Jae gasped, while other hands traced over his ass and thighs, lips pressed against his heated skin, fingers skimmed over his hole. He used all his will power not to push down on those digits.
“Does it look like I don’t want to?” YunHo smiled against others skin and leaned to kiss JaeJoong’s lips, letting fabric of his jeans to rub against others leaking erection.
“But, if you don’t want…” suddenly YunHo was back, looking back at JaeJoong with loving eyes, caressing others flushed cheeks.
“I want… I want only you.” Jae lifted his upper body from bed a little and wrapped his hands around others neck, pulling him closer, deepening their kiss.
“Good.” YunHo pulled away with a smile and stood up for a brief moment to remove his jeans and free his painful erection.
He reached for a tube on the night table and covered three of his fingers, with its contents, filling the room with light scent of vanilla, before he gently spread Jae’s legs yet again.
Jae’s upper body arched from bed and loud moan broke over his lips, when YunHo pushed one of his fingers in others body.
“You ok?” he kissed Jae’s neck briefly. The smaller male just nodded.
Yun started to slowly pump his finger in and out of Jae’s hole, adding other only after a few minutes, dragging another moan from other lips. He twisted and turned them inside others body, varying with speed.
When he added the third one, Jaejoong's body shook and he arched with a half scream/ half moan.
“There… again…” He gasped pushing himself back on others fingers, whimpering to feel them against his prostate again. No, he wanted to feel something else.
“Yunnie… please… please… I need you in me now…” He whimpered and continued to slowly thrust his hips back to meet YunHo’s fingers.
“You’re not ready yet.” Yun placed a kiss on Jae’s inner thigh and skimmed his tongue over the other one.
“I am… please…”
“I don’t want to hurt you.” Yun whispered in a low voice, slowly pulling his fingers out of others body.
“You could never hurt me… please…” Jae breathed heavily, his chest rising and falling.
“Okay.” YunHo kissed JaeJoong once again and reached for tube next to him once more, this time covering his already leaking erection.
He rise JaeJoong’s body a little, settling between his lovers legs, resting tip of his cock against other hole.
“Please Yunnie…” Jae pleaded trying to push back.
“You don’t have to beg me.” Yun kissed the other's parted lips and slowly pushed in others tight hole.
Tears started to leak from corners of JaeJoong’s half shut eyes.
“I’m sorry.” Yun leaned closer and kissed away tears from Jae’s eyes.
“Move Yunnie.” He gasped breathlessly.
“But…” Jae pulled the other's head closer tangling in his thick hair.
“ Please… Move…”
YunHo slowly pulled out, then pushed back in speeding up a little after few thrusts.
“F… Faster.” Jae moaned clenching in YunHo’s forearms.
The taller male lifted one of Jae’s legs over his shoulder and trusted faster from the new angle, making the smaller male to scream out and arch from the bed with every move, hitting that knot of nerves every single time.
“So… tight…” He growled trough clenched teeth.
With every thrust JaeJoong’s body pulled him in more and more, his walls scraping against YunHo’s cock.
The sound of skin slapping against skin and moans filled the room.
Sweat dripped from both of their bodies, their lips met in messy, wet kisses once in while.
“Yunnie… I... I can’t…” Jae whimpered.
All this time his leaking member was left without any attention and all JaeJoong could think about was how to come.
He reached for his own trembling cock and tried to stroke in one pace with YunHo’s thrusts.
“Yunnie…” Jae almost screamed, free hand clenching on the other's shoulder, when a splatter of white covered his hand and stomach.
Jae’s body tightened around the other's member, making YunHo growl deeply and come, filling JaeJoong up.
His hands started to shake and he barely managed not to collapse on smaller frame, crushing it with his own.
He slowly pulled out of the other's shaking body and laid next to him, pulling JaeJoong his embrace.
It took few moments before their breath steadied and one of them managed to move and pull a blanket over their bodies.
“You know that I love you, right?” JaeJoong muttered nuzzling closer to his personal heater, planting kisses on YunHo’s shoulders and chest.
“Yes. And I love you too.” Yun pulled the other even closer to his body, kissing Jae’s forehead and the tip of his nose.
“Why do I fit here so perfectly?” Jae muttered after a moment, already sleepy.
“Fit where?” The other replied in the same half asleep tone.
“In your arms. I fit in so perfectly.” JaeJoong yawned.
“Because this is where you belong.” YunHo muttered before he drifted away into dreamland. Yet the only one he ever saw in his dreams was the one by his side, the one who fitted here so perfectly.
*~*~*~*
“There you are!” JaeJoong cheered across the cafeteria and almost danced towards the table, where YunHo, ChangMin and YooSu were already having lunch.
“Hey Joongie.” YunHo smiled, and entwined his hands around other waist, when Jae sat in his lap, ignoring the free space next to YunHo.
“My classes are over already, because the graphic teacher is sick, so I will be going home soon.” Jae started to play with a strand of YunHo’s hair.
“Oh…”
“So, I suggest you to be ready. I didn’t prepare anything yesterday, so I will do something for you or to you… on you… today.” JaeJoong smirked and kissed the other's lips briefly.
“Sounds… intriguing.” YunHo said in the same deep, sensual voice he used on previous night, sending shivers all over Jae’s body.
“Dear god, I will ride you until neither of us can walk straight.” He attacked the other's lips, pulling moans and whimpers from Yun.
“KHE KHEM!” Someone cleared his throat on other side of the table.
“I am trying to eat here!” Min scoffed and put away his slice of pizza, but took it back after a second.
“Sorry Minnie.” JaeJoong smiled at his dongsaeng and turned back to YunHo.
“I will go now. Love you.” He kissed the other's lips again.
“Love you too.” YunHo smiled and let go of JaeJoong’s waist letting other stand up.
“Be ready.” He winked and waved goodbye to others.
“Did he just?” YooChun looked at ChangMin, who looked almost frozen in time - his cheeks were still stuffed with pizza.
Min just nodded and finally managed to swallow.
“Praise the lord!” Chun cheered.
“What’s wrong with you guys?” YunHo opened his book and tried to avoid any eye contact with others.
“You have healed hyung. He’s happy now.” JunSu smiled widely and reached to steal some pizza from ChangMin, yet ended up with slightly red hand, ‘cause Min slapped it away.
“Be nice and share.” Yun muttered, ignoring the previous topic.
“Yes, hyung.” Min murmured and handed a piece of pizza to Su.
“You have to teach me how you do that.” Chun sighed and took a bit from Su’s pizza.
“With time.” Yun smirked and got back to his book. Who would have thought that things will end up this good for him?
*~*~*~*
“JaeJoong?” YunHo slowly entered their apartment trough the only half shut door.
“JaeJoong?” He called for his lover once more, before entering the room.
“Jae…” His third call died on his lips when he saw the scene in front of him.
Covers were off the bed, lamp smashed against the wall next to the entrance, chairs and books was scattered around the room, painting area was completely messed up.
YunHo swallowed loudly and called out once more.
“JaeJoong!” Still no response.
He checked everywhere, though there weren’t a lot of places to check. No sign of Jae.
A bright green note on the fridges doors caught his attention.
He brought it closer to his eyes and carefully read very single word, twice.
'If you want your whore back, I suggest you to come to 83 ------ street tonight at 7PM. Be on time, or say goodbye to your precious hooker.'
YunHo’s knees got weak and he collapsed right on the kitchen floor breathing sharply.
Why did the gods hate him so much?
Previous parts:
1.(
-I guess you won’t tell me where a dork like you got a body like this.-)
2.(
-You’re tasty nerdy boy.)
3.(
-Will you be my dork?)
4.(
Kim JaeJoong never lost his own game.)
5.(
I want you so much it even hurts)
6.(
- And you are actually manly, half kinky walking sex? - )
7.(
You’re warmer than any blanket)