Yeesh, I posted just an hour ago and I sounded so depressed. But it's all better now, and all I can say is I'm looking forward to this weekend ;) I feel like a balloon filled up with love... in the liquid form! XD Just a really quick update, everyone ^^

사랑해요, 모두!

So, why is it that my feeling hurt only hurts others? I wish I never posted that previous entry... I wish I could take all the damage it has done and shred it to pieces. I shouldn't say things like that anyway... it doesn't belong anywhere.

I am so sorry.

I can't post anymore... goodbye.

I really got to thinking about something today. I've grown significantly weaker over the past several months. I see it not only in the way I react to things, but also in how I am treated. (or perceived to be treated, I'm not sure) It seems as if anything that somehow reminds me of... those times... breaks me apart. The level of negative reaction ( Read more... )

I got some good cuddling time in today... I love good cuddling time. If I could have it my way, I'd have "good cuddling time" every day! ^^

Today made me feel so rejuvenated, so fresh and new! I felt as if I started going back to my roots. Back to a time when I was a bit more outgoing and I was in shape. That's right, I went to an arcade for the first time in at least a year! When I played DDR today, I noticed that I went from being on a 9-foot skill level to barely an 8-foot level. ( Read more... )

I'm finding it hard to sleep now for some odd reason. Actually, it's been that way for the past 2 weeks or so when I'm at home... hmmm. But anyway, because I can't get to sleep and I'm in a musical mood, I'm making a random list of songs that make me feel good. (ones that typically get 4 or 5 star ratings on my iTunes >.> ) Maybe you'll wanna take ( Read more... )

Sometime last summer my doctor authorized the wrong brand of birth control, and for the past few months my pills have been making me extremely moody. Additionally, for some time it was making me nauseous and giving me severe headaches (but not quite on a migraine level). Well, the headaches and nausea are pretty much gone, but I still get in these ( Read more... )

I've been feeling so relaxed as of lately. Really happy and stuff... hehe. ^^ I'm in a really big Initial D phase. I find it hard to stop listening to Initial D music; in fact, I'm listening to it right now. I've also been racking up my music collection with other things, mostly anime songs. Ooh, and I also found the soundtrack to this really neat ( Read more... )

For the record, I am at a school where I will become a certified phlebotomist/lab assistant. However, because of many circumstances, it seems I will be returning to American River College ( Read more... )

I guess you could call this a random entry of sorts. I'm just updating to let everyone know that I'm still around and haven't left the internet or anything. I'm attending school in the evenings, and am still with the phebotomy/EKG program. After completing the EKG module, I think I may take the EKG certification when I graduate. It all seems so ( Read more... )