nothing new it's all old and i have nothing i loss it all my friends and my life but i am thinking i never really any of that shit...

hope of love him gets bigger each day and i never really see him and it's hopless to think of a day with no pair and no one in my arms....dear god of you read this just kill me for the good of earth!!!

it's werid that two people who are really good friends and have the same in there lives happen over and over again, they like all the same thing and have all the same friends. But they never been more too each other then friends and a kiss goodnight but one all ways has had feelings for the other. you would think in all the shit and color they ( Read more... )

i am going to hang out with omar this saturday... oh so you i am happy but i sould never get my hopes up...

i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself.... i die a lil inside i miss love....I'm obsessed with psychology and trying to find ways to make ( Read more... )

i saw hollen,jess,omar,and ryan tonight and i know now that i all ways have had feelings for omar but i he will never feel the same way talking to him makes me feel so good and happy..... but oh well i just would like one shot at showing him how i am and that i could be there for him..........

i was at the show and i had fun...bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead bury your fucking dead

i am sick as a bitch and no one cares so i am just going to die and save you the time you would have to spend killing me...

"Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't ( Read more... )

i am sick and i keep thinking i am going to be alone forever but i guess if i am alone no one can fuck me over.i wish my life could work out but it never will and all it's sad cuz all i need is someone to be there for me.no no no guys will never like me and i am just a hole that talks and i need love not dick.i miss all my friends from C.H.S and i ( Read more... )