im tired. i need to form a plan. in my mind, i have the beginnings of what might just become a marvelous course of action. but im too tired to further it any more by way of thought. i suppose there is only one thing to do when one does not know what to do. when you dont know what to do, do nothing, for what meets you in the depths here will be so ( Read more... )

when i talk of places; when i make reference to going somewhere; any talk of here and there and everywhere in between; it is much more complex than you might think. the wherefore i speak of is mental landscape. oh, the places in our mind. every reality that we create, every emotion that consumes our present thought processes, every battle ground, ( Read more... )

i covet thee as my own, to the extent 'tis a sin. when i am with you, when we are together, our worlds do not collide. the ways in which we think, the ways in which we see, learn, feel, do, say, move. from the material of each of our structures to the mode of each of our functioning. our homogeneousness. our heterogeneousness. when all of these ( Read more... )

my mind is full and racing with an over abundance of thought, albeit all of you. i have concluded i can't write you down. i have found that as i look back on everything that i have ever written though, i find you. i don't need to write about you now for i have done so for the entirety of my life. i wish i could though. it is not that i wish to ( Read more... )

Remember now. Think back and replay in your mind everything that happened. Then tell me that what I saw and what I felt happen didn't really happen. You can't. I know, because I was there and as a result am now presently conflicted with heavy ruminating thoughts...of you ( Read more... )

i know when i need to write ( Read more... )

i do also understand that everyone goes disappearing. into the greater gray that covers over everyday and hovers in the distance. i am being called. i am calling. i am calling out to myself now. he will very soon enter in and never ever go. i am ready, i am fine. my soul is completed on every side but two million. now we are flying. away to the ( Read more... )

it is possible that it was i. highly probably, in fact. i place the blame outward. i put it everywhere outside of myself, and on those who are actually created by myself. indeed, i have brought this upon myself. i created you just as you created me. and the beings which began to shape into form inside of our minds began to clash. they molded into ( Read more... )

Deep within the darkness, therein lies the story. The story of everything past, present and future. If you listen with everything that is not immediately expendable to you, you can catch glimpses of it. You will know it if you pay attention to everything that you cannot see. If you follow the deepest promptings that come from inside of you. For ( Read more... )

My mind gets in the way of my mind. If you understand the previous sentence at all, on any level, please raise your hand and when i make eye-contact with you, come foward. then whisper in my ear something youve been longing to whisper in someone's ear for a long, long time. ill keep it forever, you know. that faint sound will glide its way through ( Read more... )