Went to a peace rally yesterday. I fucking love Olympia. I always will.

1000 people lined up and down 4th avenue is an amazing sight. && after a while, I didn't notice the people driving by flipping us off or giving us the "thumbs down" sign. All I heard was the encouraging car horns, and the occasional carful of greeners giving us peace signs and ( Read more... )

All day long, I've felt as if I'm on muscle relaxants but all I've taken is Ibuprofen & caffeine.

Anyway...
tonight is painfully ordinary: shower, watch TV, act surprised when he calls, write, sleep.

Tomorrow, we're going swing dancing, which is wonderful. Partly because I'll get to see the other him.

I feel like a would-be whore with her hopes too ( Read more... )

Why don't we just take a good, hard look at those raindrops on the windshield? One by one, they're reflecting every shard of remaining sunlight into the corners of my bruised, bloodshot eyes. I've seen enough. Darling, we're just all dried up now. Bare roads and chapped lips wind their way through never(neveragain)land, up the hills of my arched ( Read more... )

So Mr.Incincerity finally said it...

the l-o-v-e word.

& it's all very ironic, because I had just given up a few days ago. When we started hanging out last year, I made one of those nomatterwhat resolutions that I wouldn't say it. Sappy bullshit only leads to painful bullshit and I'd like to be bullshit free for a while. Anyway...we're back to square ( Read more... )

Livejournal, you have officially been incorporated into my increasingly drab life of make-believe ( Read more... )