I think it was a mistake hooking up with you again. Your not the person i want to be with right now. It hurts me to say that, I still love you more than anything. But when were two worlds apart, we have nothing in common. it hurts hearing "yea i saw mike at a club this weekend". I told you, you can't live the single life with me. And i really can' ( Read more... )

so i've had so many thoughts lately, i think ill be using this more often. I miss mike alot but i know i need to get over it, but whenever i go with a guy (i've been out with before, not a complete stranger) its like i literally have to force myself to kiss him. I guess anything to ease the pain ( Read more... )

I don't know..I've been thinking of this one night alot lately...all I remember was the pain and going to the bathroom crying asking "why?". And all that asshole says is I though you wanted it..man fuck that shit...and I came back to you when you treated me like shit and disrespected me.
I can't believe I ever trusted you.

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Less than a month until senior year! yesss
woo alyssa senior retreat 20-22
gosh i cant wait
&&& my birthday

pch mike left tonight to go to san diego that booger...mm i love him

senior year approaching. I can't wait. Ha im retarded for wanting to go back to school but its going ot be fun..plus im on senior council. Then graduation with all my friends. Cynthia and alyssa and sam and bryant lol.woo yea

I want to be great my senior year. I want to work hard and really be a leader. Im just worried im going to becoem overwhelmed because i usually dont really apply myself. This last week has been hectic enough. I started driving class. Now volleyball practice starts from 3-5 and i have driving class from 5-9. I really really want to be on the ( Read more... )

mmmm sukkas yea im in senior council next year
im sooo excited
wooo senior representative along with Big B

p.s. my nose job is in 13 days. I couldnt be more scared/nervous if i tried.

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