ARGH!!!!!!!! SO yea, im hurting peopel right and left, getting pissed at thigns i truly shouldnt be, and im on a friggin short fuse! I need a knife in hand, so i can "slip" a slice to others and myself. I cant take this, do you all wanna know? wanna here me shout it out? IM A FUCKING BAD PERSON! I'M HORRIBLE, I HURT OTHERS, AND I ADMIT I DO IT AT ( Read more... )

Argh... This week has been one of pain, and terror. I go home, im in trouble, my dad yells at me for a few things, i take it like i would anythign they say to me (basically i stare him in the eyes and say "yes sir" repeatdely) then i turn around, and he grabs my arm, spins me around slightly twisting it (that hrut by the way) and gives me his glare ( Read more... )

ARGH! My stomache, it hurts! LIKE HEELLL! It feels like its eatingitself, and I have a pain in my side, like someone jebbed a knife into my side, and its going into my chest. My chest, it feel like its on fire... its constricting. My lungs hurt and it burns. I can barley breath, if i get too excited, i feel light headed and feel like im going to ( Read more... )

...Is this world full of disbelievers? Im weaver my own web, digging my own grave. I amke people think other things to answer something with actions, when its the total opposite... this sucks. im sick, pale, and while i was heading to my last class i starting caughing and wheezinf\g and hacking, and it wouldnt stop, tiffany huged em to help, but it ( Read more... )

I tired to kill the pain ( Read more... )

... and I need to clear my mind. I cant think straight... im so depressed. I want to kill myself, to slice myself up so bad i veins run dry. I want to die... i have been hurt by someone i trusted more then life itself, with my life and love. I was betrayed, hurt. This pain.... a heavy waight in my heart. I feel like its been ripped out, set on fire ( Read more... )

*cries her heart out* im hurt... new wounds.. *cries hher blood dry* WHY!? WHYNDAMNIT! first thsat now this!!! HWY!? *cries* all i can say is.. good bye

I was having a horrible day, i had plans, they failed. And i got back into something, i was to upset to think clearly, god why am I always caught at the worng moments! Oh well, so i got dressed, went out, got a bite to eat, but plans failed. SO i went to this gamers store and bought a yuna final fantasy X-2 action figure, was cool because i got it ( Read more... )

...know what to do. Yeah, I was just sitting here, I made a new icon. The words arent to decisiable but ill post what it says later, yea... its somethign very tipicle of me. *sighs* So I was just sitting here, on the computer, waiting for something. But now i cant remember what i was waiting for. I know i need to say something, I think to someone ( Read more... )

What have i done... What AM I!?!?!??! I ... I cant think... i lost someone i love... i hope i didnt hurt them too much... i hope they come back... *cries her eyes out* ill take matt's adive and sleep... i need to think this all over *shakes her head* im a horrible person... good night to you ALL... i hope you have better luck and lives...